ive been quiet about it...but something's wrong

[ShatteredWings]

I don't know what's wrong.
but i've both become afraid of being alone, and isolating myself to avoid being hurt. All i realyl want to do is sleep..for awhile.. so everything just fixes up.
They're saying that i'm not worth it anyway...when only one person even trys to contradict that, well it's getting harder and harder to ignore.
it's harder and harder to consentrate on anything. ah hell even writing this i'm zoning out...

if you asked what happend in the past week.. i really don't know anymore.
getting out of here sounds nice..

it's probably warped.. but in some ways being kinda numb is nice.. nothing can really hurt, but nothing's fun either..

[Brilliance]

Is there a reason why your afraid to be alone? Or do you just not want peoples company. Sometimes its good to be alone just to evaluate where you are and I find being alone helps me through the situation.

And you are worth it to me :D, it sounds to me like an emotional breakdown but im no doctor. Ah yes, I know what its like for nothing to be fun anymore, it will pass eventually. Just keep smiling and being brave like you are!!

[Truth]

I know how you feel.. but hey, it'll get better someday.

[ShatteredWings]

'someday'

like..whens that?
a year?
a month?
i really don't think it's gonna change tomorow...

oh, and brillance.. you so don't know me. i'm not as strong as people think.. at all.


they're quiet... like almost tooquiet to hear, but at a level where they have to be constantly annoying.... they're not hlepling much.

[DarkWingedAngel]

*hugs* are you ok hun
wehn yuo get back onlion message me

srroy if yuo have truobles reading this