Maybe Mental Crisis is a little bold for this post...

[Shogun]

Idk, I just can't sleep at all lately. Also, I feel bad because, I've liked this girl since the 7th grade, I'm now in 10th, and December of last year, she started dating my best friend, and their truly happy together and he even said if I wanted to, say the word and they would break up, and I said no b/c I love both of them (I'm not gay for my friend just bro love) and it would be pretty fucked up for me to ruin that. But I'm just depressed as shit. And lastly, I got into a fight recently, and I beat the living shit out of this kid, and I realized that I love to fight, is that messed up?

Sorry about the long post, if your still reading, thanks for the concern.

P.S.
I don't want to think this about my best friend but, he won't stop talking about how much they fuck in front of me and I almost feel like he's messin w/ me... Idk.

[Brilliance]

Aww I'm sorry to hear that. It must be hard to see both your besties with each other *hugs*. If it's really bugging you, maybe you should tell him not to be so lovey dovey around you. And for the fighting thing, maybe consider boxing as an anger release!

[Shogun]

Aww I'm sorry to hear that. It must be hard to see both your besties with each other *hugs*. If it's really bugging you, maybe you should tell him not to be so lovey dovey around you. And for the fighting thing, maybe consider boxing as an anger release!


Yeah, I'm taking Jiu-Jitsu, I just don't wanna be a dick ya know? I'd feel kinda bad if he was saying something and I just stopped him and told him no... Idk... It's just hard cuz he comes over to my house and he doesn't even hang w/ me he sits in the back and just fuckin makes out w/ her, it's just really hard to see, I mean I'd do anything for her as cliche' as that sounds I really would and she knows that I like her and she told me she liked me at one point in time and that I was too late, but she had a bf and I didn't want to break them up b/c then she wouldn't even be my friend I was afraid... Fuckin drama people! Sick of it!

[Sapphire]

God, that would annoy the fuck out of me even if I didn't fancy one of them. He's not being considerate at all.
Tell him that you don't mind them being couplely around you but just not this much. Let him know that you want to actually spend time with him instead of just being there while he plays tonsil tennis with her.

And fighting isn't bad if done in the right environment. A boxing ring is an example of this.

[Brilliance]

Now thats really disrespectful..its your house, not his. I think you're really strong, I would have snapped by now (and I'm a chick) :D

[BuryYourFlame]

yeh, the previous posters are right, you would do best to tell them how you feel, not necessarily ask them to break up, just ask them to stop being so physical etc. when you are around.

[YourFriend]

Yeah i love fighting too, and once i bet up some kid which went on my nerves for ages, and at that moment, the feeling was even better than orgasm...

[sebbie]

Idk, I just can't sleep at all lately. Also, I feel bad because, I've liked this girl since the 7th grade, I'm now in 10th, and December of last year, she started dating my best friend, and their truly happy together and he even said if I wanted to, say the word and they would break up, and I said no b/c I love both of them (I'm not gay for my friend just bro love) and it would be pretty fucked up for me to ruin that. But I'm just depressed as shit. And lastly, I got into a fight recently, and I beat the living shit out of this kid, and I realized that I love to fight, is that messed up?

Sorry about the long post, if your still reading, thanks for the concern.

P.S.
I don't want to think this about my best friend but, he won't stop talking about how much they fuck in front of me and I almost feel like he's messin w/ me... Idk.

Try and be happy for them as best you can and if your mate starts talking about "how much they fuck" change the subject or tell him you don't wanna know. He is probably just bragging as us guys do :rolleyes:

As with fighting, meh I love to fight to so start training in some martial arts or another combat art, you will probably enjoy it , get fitter and meet new people so its all good.

[Renegade.]

Well if your friend is discussing that kind of subject and it makes you feel awkward seeing as you have feelings for the girl, tell him that you don't feel comfortable hearing about that kind of thing, he should be understanding and respectful of your feelings.
As for feeling good about beating someone up, it kind of sounds like maybe that was a release for your anger? While I suppose it's good you were able to get rid of some of the anger you were feeling, hurting people isn't a good way to do that. The next time your feeling angry, try to vent in a different way. Do you have a punching bag or anything? That's always a good way to control your anger. There are a lot of other ways to get that feeling of releasing your anger as well, you just have to experiment a bit - as long as nothing you do is hurting yourself or others. Best of luck. x