View Full Version : It's OVER!!!
RaeNose
June 15th, 2009, 11:31 PM
It's over, Cutting!
I'm am done with your infatuating addiction!
I am living once more rather than feeding off a former life of blood and cuts.
I may forever see words like "STOP" and "HIDE" on my arms and hips;
however, my body is mine and I will run away from these temptations.
One month of not cutting and there is no end in sight.
My last razor has been destroyed and I'm riding on the wings of freedom.
I've never used a curse word when I was this proud or happy, but I think this deserves to be recognized.
FUCK YES! I am done with cutting!
Just to be safe, I'll use every ounce of support I have.
But for now, I've won.
Fuck you, cutting.
I am now free to live my life.
Oblivion
June 15th, 2009, 11:33 PM
Congratulations! I'm glad you've found freedom from the nightmares of cutting. ^_^
May your cutting days rest in peace and never rise from the dead.
All Round
June 16th, 2009, 12:00 AM
I'm very happy for you :) You've overcome something very difficult and that's very brave. You can enjoy life now for what it is. Continue to find support when you need i but you've tasted the freedom and I have confidence in you that you will continue to conquer your demons. I'm sure those around you are very proud of you, congrats!
emmalovesgs
June 16th, 2009, 02:19 AM
well done babeee im so pleased for you :)
OnlyByTheNight.
June 16th, 2009, 09:18 AM
Congratulations Kylie. I'm glad that you feel that you have beaten this. Well done on going this long, hopefully you will never sink back into this addiction again. Once again, congrats!!! :D
dstnyisurs
June 16th, 2009, 06:36 PM
Congrats Luv. :)
Im happy for you. Giving up and being happy about it is a wonderful thing. *hug
Keep it up!
Truth
June 16th, 2009, 11:43 PM
(Claps) Good choice! :yeah:
optimashprime
June 17th, 2009, 10:12 AM
well done
i hope you love your new life
RaeNose
June 18th, 2009, 01:23 AM
I can honestly say that I do and that I will. I honestly don't want my scars to heal, though. They remind me of what I went through and they're a great story. I know that they'll fade eventually, but I want them to last as long as possible so that I don't forget where I've been and where I'm going. Sure, it's one of the most difficult journeys that I have ever been through, but I don't think I would've had it any other way; everything that I have gone through has definitely made me a stronger person.
Personally, I think joining this site really helped more than it hurt me. Yeah, there was bit of conforming around specific people, but it helped me control the naturally violent part of me. Plus, when I found the right people to act super weird around, I made really good friends.
Plus, without Sam, I don't think I could've made it. That boy helped me through just about everything, even if it killed him to see what I was going through. I am so surprised that he never gave up on me once, considering that there was a point where I was being really difficult and cutting behind everyone's back. As I told JJ, "I never stopped cutting; I just got better at hiding it." Yet, after that day, I realized how low I had sunk and I had to stop. I hope that "STOP" is the last thing to fade. That's something that reminds me of that first moment of freedom. I never want to forget those moments of freedom. Those moments are something that should never ever be taken for granted.
I will also never forget those two songs:
The Way She Feels- Between the Trees
By Your Side- Tenth Avenue North
Those are the two songs that I listened to on the night that I told my mom everything. I remember being so scared, and then there was just... peace.
I will never forget those moments. I will never forget that first instance of freedom.
Rogue27
June 18th, 2009, 08:12 PM
Good job! Enjoy your freedom, because you can now live at last! Everyone is here to support you. Get on and enjoy your life now because you have passed this obstacle on your life and now you are a stronger soul! Once again congrats!
Bluearmy
June 18th, 2009, 10:55 PM
You stopped cutting. Good.
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