Weird thoughts

[ShinigamiMaiden]

As you all know, I haven't cut in over a month. And I haven't been hiding my arm as usaul. But i'm having weird thoughts...mostly that I don't want to cut and that it's stupid...but about 34% of me is telling me to cut, and that I can't be complete without it! It's stupid...but I don't know what to do!! I don't want to cut!!! But sometimes when I think about it...I do!? I don't know... :/

[ShinigamiMaiden]

I told one of my best friends who is also a self harmer and she gave me some good advice. :

*************************♪******* .Batwoman. ★************ says:
*Well...you know that I self harm..I haven't done it in over a month and thats the longest i've ever been...but now I want to do it but I don't want to..if that makes sence
- danni; somebody please hear me cry for help. - 1573 days!(: says:
*yeah i understand, welll... just think, do you really want scars, and do you wanna get back into the habit?
*put an elastic band around your wrist and ping it every time you wanna do anything
*it really helps

[byee]

I think you continue listening to the other 66%. Majority rules.

Stay strong!

[Raize]

Gotta keep that iron will! Eventually that bad side will go away. Don't let that old bad habit winnnnnn!!!!!!!!

[dstnyisurs]

Don't let the old habits get to you. Keep it up... if you start again it's just going to feel worse. Just remember what it feels like to be happy and how it feels when there's those few moments where you just feel free... Remember that sort of happiness.

[Project Delta]

1/3 easily beats 2/3 so keep it up lucie annd listen to teh majority andd make a utilitarian decision! :) Yay big words

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