If I Could Help Myself [Song]

[Underground_Network]

If I could help myself
If I could tell someone else,
Things would be better now,
Or so I think...

My life has been one mistake
After another and I'm at the brink
Of insanity, time falls apart,
There is no ending when there's no start.

Where have I been, where will I find...
The better part of me I thought gone...
Where is the friend I seek?
Where is the help I need?

If I could help myself,
If I could tell someone else,
Things would be better now,
Or so I think...

An extended hand would be nice,
But I don't know if I'll reach it in time.
Do I deserve what I've never earned?
Who decides 'what am I?'

I don't know if the end is near,
I don't know if I have it in me,
To turn around or jump off the ledge,
I feel stuck, I feel so pendant.

If I could help myself,
I I could tell someone else,
Things would be better now,
Or so I think...

If only I could help myself
If only I could tell someone else,
Things would be better now...
I swear they'd be better now...