sienna.
June 12th, 2009, 02:08 AM
Last night, I went down stairs to eat dinner.
And I sat down, and when I saw what I was going to have for dinner, it was like something snapped, and I just lost it. I pretty much threw my plate of food at Coop and I ran and locked myself in our bedroom. I just lost it, I broke down. I just crawled into a ball in the corner of the room and broke down. And Coop is standing outside the room banging on the door to let him in. he was getting really mad and upset.
So then I went and locked myself in out bathroom. And i made myself throw up, again and again and again. Until I could physically throw up no more. There was so much blood on the floor. It was like the size of a basketball. Then I basically passed out on the floor. Then I remember Coop picking me up off the floor (he frickin kicked down the fucking door.) and he put me in our bed. He then just sat next to me, staring at me for a long time. And that is all I remember.
Coop took the day off work today and we were going to do some things. But when I woke up, he wasn’t home. He isn’t answering his phone, I can’t find him. He would never not answer my call! i haven’t spoken to him or seen him since last night.
I DON’T KNOW WHAT I’VE DONE!!
WHAT HAVE I DONE!!!
:(
And I sat down, and when I saw what I was going to have for dinner, it was like something snapped, and I just lost it. I pretty much threw my plate of food at Coop and I ran and locked myself in our bedroom. I just lost it, I broke down. I just crawled into a ball in the corner of the room and broke down. And Coop is standing outside the room banging on the door to let him in. he was getting really mad and upset.
So then I went and locked myself in out bathroom. And i made myself throw up, again and again and again. Until I could physically throw up no more. There was so much blood on the floor. It was like the size of a basketball. Then I basically passed out on the floor. Then I remember Coop picking me up off the floor (he frickin kicked down the fucking door.) and he put me in our bed. He then just sat next to me, staring at me for a long time. And that is all I remember.
Coop took the day off work today and we were going to do some things. But when I woke up, he wasn’t home. He isn’t answering his phone, I can’t find him. He would never not answer my call! i haven’t spoken to him or seen him since last night.
I DON’T KNOW WHAT I’VE DONE!!
WHAT HAVE I DONE!!!
:(