I Am...

[Underground_Network]

I am so alone.
I am so empty.
I don't know what it is
To honestly be
The one and only me.

I am so distraught
I am so disturbed,
I don't know what it is
To honestly be
Anyone at all.

I was taught how to cry
Before even opening my eyes
But I was never taught how to live
Until after I died...
And I'm still alive.

Amidst the never ending chaos
That is and isn't my life,
I find myself stuck
In between two gears
Moving in opposite directions.

My skin separates from my body,
My mind separates from my heart,
My thought process is dissected
And I lose control of who I am.
That is what is happening to me; constantly.

Torture.
Life is torture.
I am so alone.
I am so empty.
I am tortured.
I am so alive that I'm dead.

I am so alone.
I am so empty.
I am so lost.
I am so distraught.
I am who I am,
But I am no one.

[BlackenedSilver]

Wow, Adam thats amazing. I don't mean the subject is amazing, but the poem is (If you know what I mean).
It is so full of emotion. :hug:

[Underground_Network]

Yeah... What's interesting is I was going to write a poem about this girl... But then I just decided to write this. Its not incredible, and its not that concrete, but it is full of raw emotion lol... xP

Thanks Leigh. ^_^