Changed name, I AM OVER THIS :)

[Project Delta]

Okay guys, i think thats it, i'm finished!
I'm getting stronger, i'm resisting urges like every other day, and when i want to do it, lifting weights, i dont want to say i AM over it, but i hope this time i'm in it for the long haul

[Zazu]

It's two weeks today isn't it Aaron? Well that's bloody good :)

It's good that you've found the weights to help distract yourself from cutting, it sounds like it's something which will work well at distracting you from it.

It's good that you're really pushing to quit the cutting Aaron, it's sounding like you are very headstrong that you will stop cutting, and I reckon you will :)

There are loads of people here who will support you through it, and from talking to you last night it sounds like you've got a decent group if people who are helping you through it all.

So yer, Kudos aaron for making the decision to quit :)

[Project Delta]

Thanks david, :) Your a graet help too, and i got your number so since i'm trying to stop full stp, you gotta keep that phone on you! :)

[MadManWithaBox]

thats great well done you seem like a nice fella well pleased for you

[Project Delta]

Cheers guys, for all the encouragement :)

[Mr. Awesome]

congratulations
i wish the best for you

[optimashprime]

well done my friend

your life can now restart

you have left your darkdays behind but it will be hard to keep them there

if you ever need anything pm me

well done and good luck

elliot

[piggy-wiggy]

dats totally wkd dude, well dun.. :D like elliot said, now ur lyf can restart :)

[Project Delta]

Yeah thanks guys, i've started wearing short sleeve shirts again. 3 days after 5 months, and i've worn them through rain and temperatures of about 10 degress (40 farenheit), because i'm so proud to wear em now :)

I'm hopefully getting a proper weights set, so that i can truly begin exercising properly (instead of my botch job weights atm), so then i can feel better about my body :-)

[BlackenedSilver]

Wow, short sleeved tops. Such an achievment :) Im really happy for you! :mrgreen:
Congrats, I hope you can keep it up! Actually, I KNOW you can Aaron. :)
I wish you lots of luck with this! :hug:

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Wow.... I really hope things work out for you Aaron. You deserve it mate! Feel free to PM me if you ever need to talk!

I'm truely delighted for you. I really hope you can keep up the will power and quit cutting forever. It will prob be hard but just think bout all the work you have put into quitting!!! Well done.

[Project Delta]

Thank you VERY MUCH leigh and eve, you made me feel a lot better, also i've basically done the smartest thing ever
Changed cutting for exercising and weights, I exercise til it HUUURTS but because its good for my body no self harm, and the weights just make me more muscly and feel less bad about my weight as muscle weighs 5 times more than fat, so i'm feeling so good. day 3 of wearing short sleeves, day 2 of exercising, 2 weeks down 2 weeks to go for my goal

[Project Delta]

i think this deserves another post sorry admins :)

I just walked outside, blade in hand, and said "fuck this" and threw it on a roof :)

[TigerLily]

Well done!
That's awesome Aaron, I hope you're proud of yourself, you have every right to be :)
All the best, and remember vt will always be here for you :)
Good luck,
Rachel

[Project Delta]

i will still be here, to help others, But i am glad to finally do wat i have wanted to do for ages. and throw the fucker :)

[dstnyisurs]

Congrats! I'm so happy for you!

[Project Delta]

Cheers :)

[piggy-wiggy]

wow.. well done dude...............x

[Project Delta]

Sorry guys, maybe not... i cant believe... i REALLY thought i was over it.

[dstnyisurs]

Its okay Aaron.. if you want to stop then you will be able to.. just keep the faith. its hard, i know. you can do it.

[Raize]

You can't let anything get in you're way. You have to keep the fighting spirit and continue on. You can't let the urge win. You don't want to go back to before. You want to feel good about yourself. Distract your mind, lift more weights, listen to loud music, something else. You have to continuously fight it, and eventually it will go away.

Maybe you should expand your exercises. Go biking or something. You'll be super healthy then too.

[byee]

Well, yay, Aaron, just yay! You're posting a lot of very encouraging threads about yourself, you seem far more optimistic and hopeful! Just yay!

Keep it up, and don't get discouraged if you have a dark moment, they happen too, but they aren't necessrily permanent!

Sam

[Project Delta]

Yeah i've realised this and i'm back as positive

[emmalovesgs]

omg welll doneee :O :D