Feeling weak.please help.

[derkderpderp]

Hey guys.i dont know what to do,im 15 years old,and my bmi is 13.7,my weight is 42.7 kg.im 5ft 9".
And recently ive been feeling really weak, im always really tired but i cant sleep,im hardly eating but always weeing,i constantly have migraines,and i frequently black out, my vision loves to go blurry and i get light headed really often.
And i dont know what to do,i know im anorexic,but i cant eat because it hurts my throat so i purge myself,now i just dont eat,i constantly drink,because thats all i can have..i feel like im at the end of my tether,can anybody help me to get rid of this?
Thanks guys,im open to all suggestions.
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[byee]

Well, the solution is to eat. Your symptoms are caused by the lack ofood, your body needs it to function. You don't eat, your body doesn't function. Go eat.

Hopefully, you're under a doctor's care, if not, you should be. Tell your folks or some trusted adult about this, and let them get you to someone who can help you feel better in different ways!

[derkderpderp]

Eating hurts.i can barely eat soft food,like bananas,smoothies and thick milkshakes with chunks hurt.

[byee]

I got that eating hurts. You might need a product called Ensure, it's a liquid with lots of nutrients in it. But the overarching issue is your need for medical/psychologicl intervention which would address both your physical symptoms and the ED.

Tell your folks.

[ShatteredWings]

I'd have to agree with Sam.

I realize, eating can sometimes be nearly impossable... At this point you've screwd up your stomach, and it's not able to digest most food anymore. This is definatly bad

You want help right?
Does anyone know about your anoreixa yet? If they dont, maybe you should tell them. it's gotten out of control.
telling someone..well it's scary as fuck.. but if someone's there to suport you, it will help.

[derkderpderp]

My friends know,and my only family is my dad and he doesn't care.on the contrary he beats me.untill i got away on monday.but both of you seem to know what you are on about,so im going to try to get medical help.thanks guys.but erm one more question-what should i do if i freak out?
Thanks

[ShatteredWings]

he hurts you because of it? Okay. that really requires you tell someone, oh say..in some sort of athority.
i know
they don't listen much..
but at LEAST you should be able to get medical help.

if you freak out? .. um... well can you elaborate on that a little?

[derkderpderp]

I mean,i know its going to be bad news,i figured my health is bad.but what if its worse than i thought?

[ShatteredWings]

Well..you're gonnahave to accept it i guess.

You already know something's messed up.

This isn't trying to put you down, but do you know what low weights do to your h ealth? Like you have an idea what's probably wrong right?

Maybe it wont be as bad as you think
but, if they're smart they'll get you help.. I personally have had horrid luck with things like this(I can't get help for diagnosed physical problems....), but not everyone has shit luck

[byee]

I mean,i know its going to be bad news,i figured my health is bad.but what if its worse than i thought?

Whatever your health condition, the doctor will at least be able to treat it and make you better. Actually, right now, not eating and having all these symptoms is far more dangerous and worrisome then the actual medical report. At least at that time, knowing---->effective treatment. Now, you know somethings not right, and it's not being fixed.

Go the the doctor and tell him everything (including the stuff with your dad) and let him start to address it.