Adderall HELP!!!

[abhishekrd]

Ive noticed an increase in nervousness, anxiety, and body twitches since I was in middle school. Before I use to think it was only because thats how I was grown up (idk kinda hard to explain, i just thought it was normal for me). Until recently ive noticed a sudden increase, ive got this overwhelming feeling of both nervousness and weird reflexes. I occasionally smoked weed but havent in over 4 months. Im guessing this is some sort of ADD/ ADHD/ schizoprenia?
Just recently i started takin some 30mg adderall and ive noticed a nice balance of peace. Im not really high but i feel normal and calm, like im more focused. My question is what should i do? because my parents really dont believe i have a problem/ dont take it seriously

[Commander Thor]

So because of medication you're feeling normal now?
I do not see the problem here.... O_o
If I understood that correctly. You WERE nervous/anxious, but since taking Adderall you're at peace?

That's what medication is for bro. Your doctor perscribed it for a reason. If it concerns you, talk to him about it (Even if your parents won't. You can always call his office)

[Kaleidoscope Eyes]

Is the medication prescribed to you? I only wonder because you asked what you should do now, as if your parents don't know about the pills; you also talk like you've never been diagnosed with ADHD/ADD, which Adderall is primarily used to treat. If you have to ask us if this sounds like ADHD, then it likely means that you don't have a clue either, right? If it's not prescribed, stop taking it. 30mg is a lot for Adderall anyways, it's about the maximum accepted dosage, and it's NEVER a good idea to take prescription pills that aren't yours. Even over the counter drugs have been known to be pretty dangerous -- prescription amphetamines are not good to be taking willy nilly. Adderall is a controlled substance, it's not something to mess with. Plus, you could get in a crapload of legal trouble if you're found with them. It's also addictive. Without a prescription and someone to notice if you run out much before you're supposed to need a new one, it can be pretty easy to start taking more and more.

So, if that's the case, stop taking them and talk to your parents about getting in to see your doctor. So many kids have ADD or ADHD these days, it's becoming very commonplace for kids to be medicated for it. You may not have either though, your symptoms could be a variety of things. So get it checked out instead of self-medicating, before you hurt yourself.

If it IS prescribed, well, what is there to do? Whether your parents believe it or not, the doctor does and your parents are willing to get you the meds. Sounds like a good deal. I'm not sure what the question is.

[abhishekrd]

For a while now I've known something is wrong (roughly 3 years, maybe more) with me but I've never gotten down to what it is. I just thought that maybe if I started saying I had something wrong with me that I would just end up blaming problems on a disorder and not myself, kinda like my dad. Some of my friends just say I'm tense and I blame a lot of things on myself but I've always ignored it. I'm willing to seek help but I wouldn't know how to talk to the doctor because I've wanted to bring it up since 2-3 doctor visits. I guess its just how I react to these situations. I'm not addicted to adderall, I've taken about 3 dosages, twice before school and for some reason I didn't have any overwhelming nervousness or sensations. I didn't feel like I would be criticized, gained some patience, my mind wandered freely, i was able to use expressions besides staying monotone, and not lose focus. I was able to think better, communicate way easier, kinda like a depressed filter was removed from my mind and throat while on adderall. For a long time I use to think I was cold hearted and couldn't handle emotions, but when I told a small lie I felt a bigger guilt than normal, like I hadn't felt this much pain in a while. Most of the time when I do lie or feel guilty It passes through me like a ghost. And sometimes I randomly cry for no reason, just a sudden overwhelming expression usually when I'm by myself.

But then I realized that how could one pill be a "miracle". I thought about how lame I felt that by taking a couple pills it could solve my problems. I was also certain I was not high. Usually when I think something is wrong with me I always think that I'm making it up, that I'm just trying to show a weakness when I shouldn't. I've tried talking about it with some of my closest friends but they either didn't take it seriously or care long enough. Talked about it with my parents and they just think its my sleeping habit or me drinking coffee. I know for sure its not either of those but I cant help to think that I'm wrong. I'm not sure if me recently moving changed some things but it's played its part.

And yes I know there's legal issues and what not, but I just wanted to see if it would change my habits knowing that ADD is common. I just feel like that if I find out I do have a disorder it will complicate my life, but if I dont seek help or find out later in life I'll just drown myself in guilt.

and to xbox guy, no im not prescribed to any sort of treatment. And yes I've had this sort of nervousness and anxiety for about 2-3 years. I'm not sure when exactly it all started

so basically, how would I be able to tell my doctor I think something is wrong with me without telling him I took some adderall and it "miraculously" changed my life?

[Commander Thor]

Lol, 'xbox guy'. ^_^

Anyway, tell him you're depressed, and list your symptoms.
Basically, tell him what you JUST told us, minus the taking Adderall bit.

Also, it's not lame to feel better by taking medication. We have medication for a reason. Abuse of medication (ie. taking more than perscribed) is 'lame', but taking it for a medical reason isn't.

Oh, and if you're still taking the adderall that isn't yours.... STOP NOW. It is ilegal to take other's medication.

[abhishekrd]

The only reason I did take adderall was because I thought I'd never be able to talk to the doctor about it, so I could just medicate myself. I've put a stop to it though

[byee]

Is the medication prescribed to you? I only wonder because you asked what you should do now, as if your parents don't know about the pills; you also talk like you've never been diagnosed with ADHD/ADD, which Adderall is primarily used to treat. If you have to ask us if this sounds like ADHD, then it likely means that you don't have a clue either, right? If it's not prescribed, stop taking it. 30mg is a lot for Adderall anyways, it's about the maximum accepted dosage, and it's NEVER a good idea to take prescription pills that aren't yours. Even over the counter drugs have been known to be pretty dangerous -- prescription amphetamines are not good to be taking willy nilly. Adderall is a controlled substance, it's not something to mess with. Plus, you could get in a crapload of legal trouble if you're found with them. It's also addictive. Without a prescription and someone to notice if you run out much before you're supposed to need a new one, it can be pretty easy to start taking more and more.

So, if that's the case, stop taking them and talk to your parents about getting in to see your doctor. So many kids have ADD or ADHD these days, it's becoming very commonplace for kids to be medicated for it. You may not have either though, your symptoms could be a variety of things. So get it checked out instead of self-medicating, before you hurt yourself.

If it IS prescribed, well, what is there to do? Whether your parents believe it or not, the doctor does and your parents are willing to get you the meds. Sounds like a good deal. I'm not sure what the question is.


Sometimes, a response is simpy brilliant, and this is one of those occaisions.

You must stop taking the Adderal (or any other medications not specifically prescribed for you by your doctor), it can kill you. Do you understand that? Regardless of how it might make you feel, you're not qualified to self diagnose and prescribe meds.

However, since you obviously have some real symptoms that have been there for a while and gotten in your way, AND you've found relief with the Adderal, the task now is to get a proper assessment, diagnosis, and treatment by a doctor. Your positive response to Adderal suggests *something* biological is causing your symptoms/problems, and could/should respond favorably to the right meds.

How to get to one? Tell your folks about your symptoms, tell a guidance counselor or other trusted adult, give them the info they need to respond by taking you to that doctor who can do what you've already done....except correctly. Don't worry about telling him that you've been medicating with Adderal, he's not a police officer!. And, it gives him valuable info which he might use in determining what (and how much) of *whatever* med he uses to treat you.

Go tell someone about your symptoms, get the help you need to be better. And until then, don't take anything that's not meant for you.

[abhishekrd]

Wait if I do tell my doctor I took some adderall then wouldnt my chances of treatment and trust fall short? I understand they are not cops but they are also judgemental human beings. I understand the self diagnosis is wrong thats why I havent taken any more. The reason Im just so tense is because my parents (mostly my dad) just think Im lazy and that Im careless. They kinda influenced me to believe I have nothing wrong with me.

Well my appointments next week so hopefully things work out. Thanks

[Kaleidoscope Eyes]

They can't not treat you because you've taken the pills before. Telling him the Adderall helped may make him/her think you're drug-seeking, though. Looking for a prescription so you can your friends can take em and get high. A few kids did that at school when I was in junior high, and one of them ended up in the hospital for a while. All of them actually required some medical treatment to make sure they'd be ok afterwards. With a high enough dosage, it's like taking speed, and it's not good for you. So, it's good that you've stopped taking it. Good job. :)

Just talk to the doctor. Ignore your parents for now, and just let it get checked out. It's worth a shot. I hope everything goes well with the appointment.

[byee]

Aside from the important info you'll be giving him about your Adderal experience, telling him facilitates trust, NOT telling him gets in the way of that. So, plan on telling him, and don't worry about his response.

The doc will be able to accurately assess what's going on with you and aside from treating it, will explain it to your folks in a way to help them understand you're not 'just lazy', but those symptoms are actually caused by a medical condition.

Good luck, and don't worry.

[Kaleidoscope Eyes]

Agreed, he should mention it. I realize that my post kind of sounded like I was advising against it, but that wasn't my intention. xD

[Master_Miyagi]

With a high enough dosage, it's like taking speed, and it's not good for you.

Just talk to the doctor. Ignore your parents for now, and just let it get checked out. It's worth a shot. I hope everything goes well with the appointment.


adderall IS speed, it's an amphetamine...

[Φρανκομβριτ]

see your doctor.

[google_lover]

Hi.

My advice would be to see a doctor - either a neurologist or psychiatrist.

Involuntary muscle twitches, anxiety, depression, ADHD, imsomnia, stress senstivity and nervousness can all be caused by severe magnesium deficiency (called hypomagnesemia).

Taking a magnesium supplement of 300mg per day can help with this (and it can't damage you, even if you have normal magnesium levels). Unfortunately, most doctors disregard this, so it might be worth seeing a nutritionist too. get a blood test and tell them to check you Magnesium levels.

Hope this helps.

NB: I take no responsibilty for people taking this advice. You take this advice at your own risk. Just to be clear. :)