I'm in love with another boy, I think he likes me to.

[King]

I am 14 and I am madly in love with another guy, Bryson. I am gay, and so is he. I asked him if he likes me more than a friend and he said yes, so I told him I like him more than a friend. Then he was a little shocked and said he didn't like me more than a friend. That was exactly one week ago tomoro (On a Monday) over that week I wrote him a poem every day, but only got the chance to give him one of them (because all my other friends are around). I'm not really "out of the closet" yet. Only about 10 people know. However since I told him I like him a roumor started spreading at my school that we are going out, and even though we have been denying it about 1/2 of my year knows now. During that week he kept telling me that he doesn't like me, but everything he does tells me he does. The way he touches me, the way he looks at me, the way he always wants to be around me. Then on Friday one of our friends (his and my friend) called Bre (she knows everything) said that apparently he wants to ask me out. This might just be another roumer but i really hope not. I love him so much. He is all I ever think about anymore, on Friday in bus lines I just started balling my eyes out because I knew I was a long weekend and I wouldn't see him for three days. Noone really noticed because I put my head between my knees. I cry lots when I miss him, usually I can control it when I'm at school, but it's getting harder. I thought it might have just been a phase and I might not like him for to long, but it just keeps getting worse and worse!! On Tuesday when I came home I felt so depressed, I just wanted him to be with me so bad!! I almost cut my wrists, I never had before and I didn't, I rang one of my friends that had before and she talked to me for an hour and convinced me it doesn't help. I just hate time and space so much. The space that divides me from him and the time that keeps me from seeing him!! Now it is Sunday and I'm trying not to think of him to much, but nothing but him really matters anymore. I can't wait untill Tuesday to see him again!!!!!! I have the worst maths teacher she is a *B* but I would go to school and have maths for every period on the weekend just to see him at lunch. He is in none of my class but sport every Thursday. What should I do?? Should I ask him out? I can't stand to be away from him. He doesn't give out his mobile number out so I can't ring him either.

[optimashprime]

i would tell him what you feel like
you never know he could like you to

[Trumpeter_2911]

thats a really cute story, but yeah i think u shoudl tell him how u feel, its better to have closure if he says no, but if he says yes all the better :), u never know he might be feeling the exact same way and just doesnt know how to ask you, well i really hope it works out for ya :)

[Hrny]

Go for it ask him out. You will feel much better. Half yur school knows now so it won't make much of a difference. Even if he says no at least u tried.

[mr.sexy_bomb]

I say ask him out, I mean you don't lose any thing but you will win a lot and so yeah I think you should ask him out, because he might wan to go out but he might be shy soyeah

[confusedboy]

Ive just recently been through the same thing. I cried and tought about this guy forever but I'm getting better now. Ask him out. The worst thing that could happen is he says no.

If u need someone to talk to PM me.

[Death]

If you know he loves you, you may want to consider speaking to him and telling him how you feel. There's nothing wrong with asking him out if you are completely sure.

He does give out his mobile number out so I can't ring him either.

I don't understand. Surely the fact that he gives out his phone number is a reason as to why you could ring him!?

[King]

Yea soz i ment doesn't. Thanks. Fixed it.

[Leprachaun]

I might be wrong about this but telling him how you feel might freak him out a bit even if he feels the same way about you. I think you should ask him out and tell him that you could just keep it private so nobody knows (even though you say people already do) and if he says yes, then tell him how you feel about him.

[TurboDieselBandit]

That kinda sounds like something I would say for a simple reason. He probably does not like u as more than a friend but said so because he wanted it to help get you to like him encase you were unsure about liking him. That gets him closer to going "stuff" with you.......at least thats how I see it.

[Wonder.]

Sorry to get off topic but this would be a good movie.

Just ask him out and see what happens. He already knows you like him. What is the worst thing that could happen? He's not going to freak out because he IS gay. He's probably expecting it to happen. (and when that works out make a movie about it.)

[MoveAlong]

Ok I'm sorry but you are being waay to clingy. I think it's because this is a dream come true for most closeted gay guys, you're obsessing over it and it seems a little unhealthy.

You need to calm down. Go ahead and ask him in a week or whatever.
If it doesn't work out, DON'T BE REALLY DRAMATIC. I've dealt with someone who is really dramatic. Ugh. It's awful and really sad.

Also, cutting? Over a guy who likes you back? Whoa. Don't do that. That's just stupid.

[King]

I'm not being to clingy around him, and I know cutting over something like this sounds really stupid now. But at the time the only logic I could see was that I missed him, and in a way I felt it was my fault. That maybe if I was better that he would like me, and that made me really depressed and even a little angry at myself. Sorry I should have put this in the original but it was just getting too long the way it was and I still had heeps to write. There even still a bit more to the story but I had to cut it down abit.

[piggy-wiggy]

your never gona no til u try, if you ask him, an he says no, u tryed, and dats better than wondering wat myt have happened if you didnt ask him.........x

[Steve1993]

Dont tell him unless you are sure he is Bi and likes you more than a friend. I just told my best friend I liked him more than a friend now I haven't any friends.

[TheKingDavis]

Dont tell him unless you are sure he is Bi and likes you more than a friend. I just told my best friend I liked him more than a friend now I haven't any friends.

The OP clearly stated the other guy is gay

[MacMilker]

that is so cute i love it...i felt that way about my crush but look at the bright side he goes to your school so i mean seriously look how lucky you are he doesnt live far away

[Duigy]

Just tell him!! Whats the worst that could happen!! and comment back the result!! please!!

[Fourth Dimension]

i know how you feel i was in a situation virtually identical almost except for the long weekend and the not having any classes together we had 1 together and they crying at school yup thats happened and the cutting(NOT A Good Idea) Im Not Out Either Fully Anyway Some Friends Know But I Haven't Told Him How I Feel And Ive Moved To My Moms Since This And Its Harder I Wonder What Could Have Been Wondering Did He Love Me Too Does He Love Me Too Would It Work And It Buggs Me Being Far Away From Him Its Hard Going Through This Believe Me I Only See Him Every Few Months When I Go To My Dads But Then Idk But So If You Ask My Opinion Tell Him How You Feel Because I Regret Not Its Killing Me And It Would Be Better For Me To Tell Him In Person But Im Afraid To Still but Go For It Dont Live Your Life In Regret Just Do If If You Ever Wanna Talk Or Message With Any ?s PM Me Or Add ME On Yahoo [email protected]

[karl]

I hope you ask him out, and I hope even more he says yes. Good luck

[greg95]

I hope you ask him out, and I hope even more he says yes. Good luck

that post was written 6 months ago, i hope he has asked him since then ...:whoops: