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[abhishekrd]

I try and try
Everything to get by

I live a dream that can tell
How to walk and talk through my hell

The pain I carry wont die
Wish I had time to disarray this lie

I thought I knew it all
But you flew above me, time to fall

My life had just began
I wish I had followed life's plan

With emptiness around me I lay shallow
The loneliness and hatred too much to swallow

How much can my body take
All these poisons I store, Oh heaven's sake

Every breath I take in
Shows the grief I consume till the end

It wont be near not even close
My hearts willing to endure every dose

My life is a masterpiece
Hidden in darkness begging for peace

I wish I had time to tell you I cared
Running faster, I could've only dared

All I've become is self caring
Wanting hope but I'm just losing
The end is very near

I have many of these in my notebook, this is one of my older poems
This one is about drugs, depression, anxiety, and loneliness