i just want him to be proud of me.

[sienna.]

coop told me he wants nothing more then to help me get better.
and he is really trying.

but we fight so much about the things I do.
like not eating or throwing up.
and when it's the first hour after I eat and I am not allowed to move around, and try burn it off.
he is always so supportive, and tries really hard to calm me down.

but I can tell it is killing him.
I am trying to get better, espically for him.
i try to eat, and not to throw up.
but it's so hard.

I don't want him to be ashamed of me.
I want him to be proud of me.
but I am so scared I can't do that.
what if he is never proud of me???

[IAMWILL]

Trust me, Sienna, if he is trying his hardest to help you get better, he is caring for you, and when someone cares for you, it means they appreciate and are proud of everything you do that helps you reach your or his goal. Trust him back, he is doing the right thing. There are always tough spots in relationships, but if you can work your way through them, you two should have a great relationship.