Is there something wrong?

[HOLEinyoursoul]

There have been many odd things passing through my head lately. Lately I have been taking in a lot of weird media (aka scary, thriller, creepy/sadistic movies) I think about them alot they give me some sort of weird high sometimes, like i am crazy. Seriously, i go nuts. It's like i turn into the crazy person from the movie. And some times in school I feel I should be afraid something is going to happen. Flashes of pictures of people getting tortured kind of flash in my head and i feel like i am about to be dragged away and be tortured as well. Some friends sometimes tell me I look really paranoid or scared. I would like answers to all aspects of the post. :guillotine:

[byee]

Well, you might be a very sensitive guy. Sensitive people tend to be easily affected by what they see, esp. of it stirs powerful emotions. It's like a magnifier, it intensifies the emootional expereicne, and it takes a while for those feelings to fade.

If it freaks you out, you might want to decrease (or eliminate) the really intense stuff.

[HOLEinyoursoul]

Nonononnonono I LOVE LOVE LOVE scary, creepy, and sadistic things. It (at first) gives me that really weird high and then I go into that state. There is something so wonderful about it, but at the same time i hate it. you know? I feel as if i should be those people and that just letting everything go and going into some state of sadistic joyousness. Also, music gives me some sort of high too. It feels like sex and being high at the same time. Literally just like that.

[byee]

Yeah, I got it! But, you also freak a little as a result. It's sorta like overloading you, it's the intensity, the emotional intensity you enjoy, which could be the result of you being a sensitive person. Sensitive people experience the emotion more intensely.

The problem is tha it stays wit you for a while and interferes with other things. Try avoiding at least some of it, so you're not bubbling over the top.

[HOLEinyoursoul]

But the need to be like them? The feeling I just want to strip naked and blast some music and get with a girl? The feeling of almost orgasmic proportions when listening to music? it's overloading but it feels great. I don't want to back down from these things. I'm almost in a way addicted. And I'm not that sensitive. At least, I don't find myself to be sensitive...
HELLO!!! I NEED SOME ANSWERS FROM ANYBODY!!

[HOLEinyoursoul]

Hello!!! Answers please!

[Antares]

Okay, be patient. People will get to your post within the next few hours.
Give it time and people will reply.

I think that it is a little weird what you are going through. I don't know if you are going to act on these thoughts (suicide, murder, etc) if you feel like it will make you do something, I would go see a doctor. Also, if you are like...physically reacting to these thoughts and such, like your pulse is going through the roof or you start sweating and your body starts going crazy, I would also suggest a doc.
But if you are just...having these thoughts in your mind...and thats about it...it really doesn't leave your head, then I think you just need to stop watching those things, or stop the triggers of these feelings and just try to cope and find a way to deal

[HOLEinyoursoul]

Thank you, anyone else have anything to say? I need more than just two opinions. There more a group of people say one thing, the more i'll lean towards that decision. Thanks