In Too Deep...

[Toasty]

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[dstnyisurs]

You do not deserve to go to hell.
You deserve so much better... You have your feelings laid out, and that's a step. Darling, we all have flaws and we all have hurts in life. Some are worse then others. I can assure you that there are people who love you very much, and care for you very much. The world would not be better off without you, no it certainly wouldn't. I don't know how to assure you elsewise that you are a special individual, and you're meant to be here to do something by whoever makes the decisions, need it be fate or Allah or something.
If you ever need someone to talk to, PM or instant message. Please, you're cared about.

[Mekipedia]

;529091']I don't think I can ever fix this... I'm so depressed... I don't have any real life friends to talk to. None. I've pushed them all away, in pursuit of this stupid bitch girl... She fucking bakes me brownies, hand-crafts me a birthday present, invites me to her church, then decides to brush me off. I'm just bottling up, and diving a little deeper every day... I'm sick of my music, because unlike the simple people who can pull out some MCR and say they like it, I've been exposed to the deeper, more complex stuff, and I almost still want to like the mainstream stuff, but I know they make the music all for money, and... Then all the good stuff is polluted by the religious stuff... My only escape from reality has been destroyed... Then my clothes, my image, is all mis-representative of who I am... Well, who I wanna be, anyway... I hate everything about myself... I can't function well around other people, I always act weird or say stupid things... I wish I knew who I was... I'd trade everything I own away for someone to love me for who I am, not who I act like I am, not who I'm trying to be, but who I am... I don't wanna do this anymore, the world would be better off without me... What's it all worth, when no one sees it...!? And ya know, if I go to hell, I deserve it...

You're never in too deep, so don't give up hope.

Look, try to talk to friends and hang out with them more. Just because mainstream things are made to get money doesn't mean you can't enjoy them. Do what you want!

Your image? Fuck that shit, bro, you are who you want to be! To find someone to love you? Go get a job, go out and party, hang out with a different crowd every day at lunch. It does wonders for your confidence and self esteem.

Also, don't feed anyone that "I deserve to go to hell" bullshit when all you are is depressed, lol. If you've done something wrong and if you're religious? Pray for forgiveness. If you're not? Reconcile with your neighbor.

Just think about it, bro, you have your whole life ahead of you and you're wasting it now by being upset.

[sebbie]

You're never in too deep, so don't give up hope.

Look, try to talk to friends and hang out with them more. Just because mainstream things are made to get money doesn't mean you can't enjoy them. Do what you want!

Your image? Fuck that shit, bro, you are who you want to be! To find someone to love you? Go get a job, go out and party, hang out with a different crowd every day at lunch. It does wonders for your confidence and self esteem.

Also, don't feed anyone that "I deserve to go to hell" bullshit when all you are is depressed, lol. If you've done something wrong and if you're religious? Pray for forgiveness. If you're not? Reconcile with your neighbor.

Just think about it, bro, you have your whole life ahead of you and you're wasting it now by being upset.

This is the raw advice and not sugar coated in anyway. I like it.

Now what I think: You say you are not happy with the way you, go get a sheet of paper and write out what you want. When you have decided that, think about how it can be achieved.

Eg. If you think the way you dress isn't you, then go out and buy some clothes that you will feel comfortable wearing.

Also don't worry about a girl so much, they come and go.

[optimashprime]

;529091']I don't think I can ever fix this... I'm so depressed... I don't have any real life friends to talk to. None. I've pushed them all away, in pursuit of this stupid bitch girl... She fucking bakes me brownies, hand-crafts me a birthday present, invites me to her church, then decides to brush me off. I'm just bottling up, and diving a little deeper every day... I'm sick of my music, because unlike the simple people who can pull out some MCR and say they like it, I've been exposed to the deeper, more complex stuff, and I almost still want to like the mainstream stuff, but I know they make the music all for money, and... Then all the good stuff is polluted by the religious stuff... My only escape from reality has been destroyed... Then my clothes, my image, is all mis-representative of who I am... Well, who I wanna be, anyway... I hate everything about myself... I can't function well around other people, I always act weird or say stupid things... I wish I knew who I was... I'd trade everything I own away for someone to love me for who I am, not who I act like I am, not who I'm trying to be, but who I am... I don't wanna do this anymore, the world would be better off without me... What's it all worth, when no one sees it...!? And ya know, if I go to hell, I deserve it...

hold on my friend

life seems bad i can tell but there are people out there that love you and need you

as i have said in the past find something good in life and hold on to it live though it get your strenth from it

and remember we are allways here if you need us

you will pull though it may take time but when you pull though you will be stronger than ever before