just need to vent

[Master_Miyagi]

im sick of being just another statistic, and im TIRED of just being thrown away, I HAVE A NAME, I AM NOT JUST A PERCENT!!! i am NOT just another file, and im fed up with being treated like im not even a person, and im tired of having to lie to my family about my "achievments." not ONCE has anyone ever asked me my story... i was thrown away for 4 months, i did not see anything outside of my house for 4 MONTHS! i didn't see my friends, i didn't go to school, i didn't do anything... and now im going back to the place that made it all happen. back to the place that lied to send me away, and back to the place that told me my father (who is deceased) would not be proud of what i've done in life, and back to the place that put me in their filing cabinets as just another number


IM A HUMAN BEING, NOTHING ELSE

[optimashprime]

ok well your here now so vent some steam

when did this start?

[Master_Miyagi]

when i was a freshman (im almost a Jr now), i got into some trouble at school and it was blown way out of proportion...i was caught with some weed and money and they told me i was selling it and they expelled me and said i was this huge drug dealer. but the worst part is i knew someone who got caught with oxy conton,10 pills of ecstacy and some coke AT SCHOOL and NOTHING happened to him.

and i had to watch my mom cry every day and all night for 5 months over some weed while this scum bag had nothing happen to him

my mom was even diagnosed with depression because of something i did :(((((

[tammy_x3]

So the last thing you posted tells me that you put this upon yourself by bringing weed to school. If you know that possessing an illegal drug can get you in trouble, why would you bother with it? Especially if it's effecting people other than you, aka your own mother.

[Master_Miyagi]

you have NO idea who i am and you have NO clue about my reasons behind ANYthing tammy, i didn't post this thread to be judged by ignorant people who talk about things before they know the whole story. you don't know why i smoked weed, and you don't know about my past. you don't think that i've thought about ALL that shit while i was locked up in my house for 4 months? do you seriously think i would post this thread to have people like you talk down on me?!?! OF COURSE I BROUGHT THIS ON EVERYONE AROUND ME. I'VE EVEN THOUGHT THAT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER IF I JUST WASN'T AROUND ANYMORE,
so DON'T go talking about shit you have no idea about tammy

[tammy_x3]

you have NO idea who i am and you have NO clue about my reasons behind ANYthing tammy, i didn't post this thread to be judged by ignorant people who talk about things before they know the whole story. you don't know why i smoked weed, and you don't know about my past. you don't think that i've thought about ALL that shit while i was locked up in my house for 4 months? do you seriously think i would post this thread to have people like you talk down on me?!?! OF COURSE I BROUGHT THIS ON EVERYONE AROUND ME. I'VE EVEN THOUGHT THAT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER IF I JUST WASN'T AROUND ANYMORE,
so DON'T go talking about shit you have no idea about tammy

If you were smoking weed, you probably had problems that you felt you couldn't control so you went to a substance that you figured would alter how you felt.
I'm not talking down on you if you've made the exact same points that I made. You realize you made a mistake, but you can't keep blaming everyone else for it.

[Master_Miyagi]

If you were smoking weed, you probably had problems that you felt you couldn't control so you went to a substance that you figured would alter how you felt.
I'm not talking down on you if you've made the exact same points that I made. You realize you made a mistake, but you can't keep blaming everyone else for it.

please please please stop posting in this thread, i made it because i wanted someone other than myself to know what i was feeling, and to blow off some steam. you are not calming me down, and you are not helping. you are judging me based on what you've read in only 3 small paragraphs and you think you are helping me, your advice is bad, and you just bash me in other threads... don't talk to me

[tammy_x3]

please please please stop posting in this thread, i made it because i wanted someone other than myself to know what i was feeling, and to blow off some steam. you are not calming me down, and you are not helping. you are judging me based on what you've read in only 3 small paragraphs and you think you are helping me, your advice is bad, and you just bash me in other threads... don't talk to me

How was I bashing you by telling you what you claim to already know?

[Sapphire]

please please please stop posting in this thread, i made it because i wanted someone other than myself to know what i was feeling, and to blow off some steam. you are not calming me down, and you are not helping. you are judging me based on what you've read in only 3 small paragraphs and you think you are helping me, your advice is bad, and you just bash me in other threads... don't talk to me
She's not judging you. She has asked some valid questions and made some valid points.

[optimashprime]

ok can we get back to the point know

have you spoke to a concillor

[MyNameIsJack]

ok, now we know you made a mistake, let all that shit back! and go forward, try to make things better.. try talking to your mother.. that you're going to control your self.. and you wont and you dont want to do this again! you just want to keep going on life like a normal teen! you have to do something