I know i need help now!!

[sienna.]

okayy..
welll last night/early this morning.
me and my boyfriend coop got into yet another fight about me and my eating disorder.
his bathroom has locks on his door, and today i went into his bathroom to throw up.
and saw that there were no longer locks on the door.
i was like what theee..
then i was like okay i'll just close it.
but then while i was throwing up, Coop comes into the bathroom...
i was so embarresed, he has seen me try to throw up, but never actually seen it.

so we get into a fight start yelling and all that.
then he grabs me and makes me stand in front of the mirror..
and he just said to me.. look at yourself, try and see what i see.
i was like WTF!!

but it was like something was different..
when i saw myself, i saw all these bones..
like..
i could see each individual rib, i could see my spine sticking out of my back.
my shoulder bones sticking out.
my hip bones.
the only place i couldn't see bones was in my butt and boobs.

i have never seen myself like that before.
and i don't know why i saw myself like that then..

then i was thinking, if that is what i look like...
that can't be healthy,,, can it??

[Oblivion]

No it's not healthy, that's why you really should be working on your eating disorder as hard as possible. Realize he's there to help you, and the doctors are too. Let them help you. I'm glad you can see how you need help now, its a major step forward.

[AllThatIsLeft]

Sienna i'm so glad you have finally realized that it isn't healthy, and i hope that it is an encouragement to get better. :)

i am confident that you can overcome this.

[Sapphire]

No, it isn't healthy. This is why we have been trying to make you see that you are putting yourself at the risk of dying and that if you carry on then you will die. Maybe now you will be able to let some of the many people around you that care help you.

[phoebefreak]

Your boyfriend is worried about you. Please listen to him.
This isn't healthy, once your body has burned up all its fat then it will start on the muscle and then you will quite unmistakeably die.
Stop this now before its too late.
I know a lot of people like this.

[PrincessSarey]

I'm glad you are seeing this for what it really is sienna. I wish you luck in your new path; to recovery(I sincerely hope...).

We're all here for you.

Take care...

[jordybb]

No way , you are not healthy from any angel ....
your bf is worried about you and his concern is right ..
you should eat proper diet if you don't want to look like what you are at present...

[Triceratops]

This thread is pretty old and has already been answered.

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