Is This Just a Melody (Or a Greater Part of Me?)

[Underground_Network]

Perambulate, every day
Down the street,
Methodically
Is this just a melody
Or a greater part of me?

I don't understand these words,
I don't want to go unheard,
But I don't know if I should
Go on and on about what could
Have been but never happened
Because I was busy napping...

Sometimes I wake up asleep
Sometimes I doze off awake,
Sometimes I'm a big mistake
Other times I make not break,
But often times I find it boring
Just to be alive, adoring...

All of life's misfortunes
Have led to me this point in time,
I don't feel stuck, I feel alright,
But I feel like I've lost my light,
And without my light I cannot fight
The darkness deep inside my heart.

And when I find I'm overcome
By what I've caused to come undone
I find that life is not all fun
And sometimes I just want a gun...
Pull the trigger, boom and done,
But that's not how the ending should...

Calibrated, isolated
Newfound glory, understated
No one understands my fate and
I don't know if I can face it.
I tried to go and replace it
But I found myself dissuaded...

You pulled me away from greatness
But it was my chronic lateness
That caused me to alterate and
Now that I am stuck in pray-town
I guess I will have a sit-down
With the local preacher, ass clown.

I don't care if you're a master
I have faced many disasters,
And I've learned you cannot plaster
One emotion on a pastor
For he never sees the crashing
That occurs when luck ain't lasting...

Out of luck and low on cash
That's the story of my past
My present, future and my last
Sentiment when I'll have passed
So I guess with one last glance
I'll notice I've got one last chance...