Help

[Pirate]

I took an overdose last night and was taken to hospital, and although I didn't quite intend on dying, seeing as the overdose happened, I wish I had. This aftermath is horrible. I have no one to talk to, and I feel worse instead of better. Like there's no escape.

There's a lot of things bothering me. I posted a huge thread yesterday, explaining it all. I don't know how to deal with this anymore. I feel so terrible, all the time.

I don't know what to do anymore.

[NightFighter]

Heya :)

Im sorry you feel so alone and down :(
Remember we are all here on VT if you ever need to talk. I understand what you mean, that you didnt intend on dying. I myself have overdosed before, not enough to go to hospital for but i think the mental state is very similar so i understand exactly and il talk to you if ever you want to.
You need to get professional help though. Its very serious and im sure a lot of people, even if you dont think so, care very deeply about you.
The first thing you should do though is get rid of any pills that you have so that the temptation isnt there.
I know i sound like a complete hypocrite but il say this anyway.
Stay strong. Life wont always be bad. There will be good times and there will be bad times. Life is worth living, it may not seem so now but just stick around for those highlights in life.

Talk to me if you ever feel like overdosing again. Il be here. :)
We Scots gotta stick together :D

Take Care
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