No reason to live

[Veralia]

Hello, I'm a 14 year old male, and I'm beginning to feel no reason to live.

My parents never even wanted kids, My mom was told she couldn't have kids, there is not a single good quality about me, I'm ugly, mean, selfish, stupid. I have no talent, I can't play any sports, I enjoy video games, but am horrible at them, I can't sing, i suck at school (50-60 percent in all my courses) I have no friends, I get bullied all the time by a group of about 4 people at school, and sometimes, 4-5 others will join in. The only thing I'm even close to good at is typing, but that won't get me anywhere. My parents don't even love eachother anymore, my dad has told me, the only reason he hasn't gotten a divorce is because of me. so, my purpose in life, it seems is to spend my parents money, take up a chair at my school, and keep 2 people who don't love eachother together. What should I do, I feel more and more worthless everyday it seems.

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

Listen Veralia, you are not worthless. I don't know if you believe in God or not but I am just going to say this and hope it helps. God says that we are created in His own image...If He created us...think about it...would He really create something that is ugly? No, in God's eyes were are the most beautiful...creations He has made. Also, think about this, would God create something if it had no purpose? I think not. Veralia, you are not worthless...you mean the world to God, you have a purpose in life, you just haven't found it yet. With that being said lets see if we can explore a little bit what your purpose may be....you kept saying how oh I am not good at this....or this or this...but lets think about it from a different angle...what do you LIKE to do? You can't tell me you don't like to do anything...hear me out on this okay....you don't have to be good at something at first for it to become your purpose in life....let me ask you this...Is there anything you are passionate about? That you absolutely love doing? It sounds like you like video games....maybe your purpose in life has something to do with that. Just think about all of this....Life is worth living...please don't give up now...things may be really bad at home or school..but don't give up...there are better days ahead...please...I really get what your saying about the bullies and stuff...I have gotten that a lot lately..I don't have any friends...and I convinced myself I was good at nothing and that I was worth nothing....I felt like I had no reason to live a couple weeks ago....but I pulled through...and life is worth living...
I just wanted to say this as well, you do have good qualities, you are willing to ask for help, you are honest, you seem like a very nice person...Please don't give up now...this life has so much more to offer! If you want/need to talk to someone PM me anytime

[Truth]

Hello, I'm a 14 year old male, and I'm beginning to feel no reason to live.

My parents never even wanted kids, My mom was told she couldn't have kids, there is not a single good quality about me, I'm ugly, mean, selfish, stupid. I have no talent, I can't play any sports, I enjoy video games, but am horrible at them, I can't sing, i suck at school (50-60 percent in all my courses) I have no friends, I get bullied all the time by a group of about 4 people at school, and sometimes, 4-5 others will join in. The only thing I'm even close to good at is typing, but that won't get me anywhere. My parents don't even love eachother anymore, my dad has told me, the only reason he hasn't gotten a divorce is because of me. so, my purpose in life, it seems is to spend my parents money, take up a chair at my school, and keep 2 people who don't love eachother together. What should I do, I feel more and more worthless everyday it seems. If you were worthless, you wouldnt be here; Theres no such thing as 'ugly', and most people are mean. I doubt your selfish because your the exact opposite from the things you've said. Dont label yourself unless it is a compliment =D. And if your dad loves you enough to do that.. i think you have alot more purpose. Also tell some one about the bullying, it WILL stop if you tell some one, it will.