i think im crazy

[ShinigamiMaiden]

i think im honestly going crazy. i self harm. i find it hard to eat. i talk to myself all the time. i talk in my sleep. i'm scared of what will happen to me when i die - its something i think about alot. i dont know what to do anymore.

[Agent]

I think you are just depressed, not crazy. But I´m not sure about you talking to yourself. Do you say something to yourself or do you talk to yourself like you would be talking to another person? Do you also reply to things you say to yourself? Talking while sleeping is not a sign of being crazy, however.

[TODAYisTHEday]

LuciieeLovesHerRazor you are probably just depressed like Agent said I do everything you said you did. When I talk to myself I always talk to myself about killing the people that punched me who picked on me or w/e without even knowing it thats always what I thinking when I'm cutting as well.. Also I also thought about killing everyone that picked on me and then take myself out but they're are atleast (some) people that love me..

[ShinigamiMaiden]

thank you guys. but the thing is, im not depressed. theres nothing for me to be depressed about. i'm a happy person...when im with other people.

[byee]

Lucy, the solution here is to get to a doctor and have him assess these things and treat them so they go away.

Having *issues* or various symtoms doesn't make you 'crazy', it makes you pained, and there's just no reason to live like that when there's effective treatment out there. So, the issue isn't so much what you've got or what it's called, but if it's there and it doesn't feel good, you should tell someone who can get you to someone who can make it go away.

[Agent]

thank you guys. but the thing is, im not depressed. theres nothing for me to be depressed about. i'm a happy person...when im with other people.
So you are sad alone and happy when with other people? Maybe you are bipolar.

[INFERNO]

So you are sad alone and happy when with other people? Maybe you are bipolar.

Doubtful. Bipolar is when the moods change regardless of the context one is in.

I'm inclining more towards depression because of the self-harm, comorbidity with the eating issues, and sadness while alone. Then again, I am also doubting myself on this because you claim to be happy while with others. Talking in sleep is neither here nor there: people without a mental disorder talk in sleep also, whereas people with them don't all talk in sleep, so it really doesn't mean anything. All it may indicate, and note the may is some stress in your life. That's rather vague but at the moment, that's all.

Can you expand a bit on the talking to yourself?

Best advice is to see a doctor. Online via text is incredibly difficult due to no vocalization, no face-to-face, possible misinterpretation of text, etc... .

[ShinigamiMaiden]

Well normally I shout things like - go away, or start screaming or say leave me alone. That's what my sister says who sleeps in the room next door.

[NightFighter]

Many people talk to themselves! Atleast i do. I think maybe you're just lonely. Theres nothing crazy about that! People who talk in their sleep usually do so when they are put under a lot of stress or are just basically going through a tough time. Thats not crazy either. Self Harm. Its a coping method right? Its an unhealthy coping stategy. (Sadly) Many people self harm but i dont think we are crazy. Its like when people come home from a tough day and have a drink, or a cigarrette. They arent crazy are they!
Death is scary to people because what happens to you is so unknown. Many people are scared of dying, its natural! Perhaps because you are alone when you die.
Correct me if im wrong but honestly, i think you are just a lonely girl whos going through a tough time right now. Things will get better though. I wouldnt say you were crazy :]