kiwi
May 25th, 2009, 01:36 PM
hi im kiwi please help me i really dont know how this has happend but here is the fulll story
me and my boyfriend were going out for allmost 5 months. during french i dumped him 4 a boy who really fancys me. i realsised that this was a big mistake , so i went back out with my bf. weeks later i beat up this boy because he hit me. when i got put in extra time for the day ( a room where you go to when you have had 3 bad behaviour logs in a day). but my boyfriend dumped me because apperently i asked a boy out that morning when i didnt. then we got back together. now ive fallen for a boy in 6th form at school. he is in my art class. ben ( the boy who ive fallen for) is a mate of my boyfriends. i found out i liked hime last week but i really like him and im really shy around him. i have recently got back from holiday.
LAST NIGHT I HAD A DREAM ABOUT BEN. I DREAMT THAT WE WERE IN A POSH CASTLE LIKE HARRY POTTERS ( DONT ASK WHY) . I DREAMT THAT I WAS WALKING DOWN SOME STAIRS ( I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE IN THE SCHOOL, WHEN SUDDENLY BEN RAN DOWN THE STAIRS,GRABBED MY HED AND KISSED ME, WELL IT WAS PURE GOLD!!!! THEN I DREAMT THAT HE PICKED ME UP KISSED ME AGAIN AND HE TOOK ME 2 THE TOP OF THE CASTLE. WE THEN LOOKED AT THE STARS AND I CUDDLED INTO HIM AND WE FELL ASLEEP. THEN I WOKE UP(IN THE DREAM) 2 FIND A ROMANTIC PICNIC!!!! THEN SUDDENLY I GOT WOKE UP!!!! how unfair and now i feel really guilty because my bf dont even know about my crush!!!! what should i do???? help me
me and my boyfriend were going out for allmost 5 months. during french i dumped him 4 a boy who really fancys me. i realsised that this was a big mistake , so i went back out with my bf. weeks later i beat up this boy because he hit me. when i got put in extra time for the day ( a room where you go to when you have had 3 bad behaviour logs in a day). but my boyfriend dumped me because apperently i asked a boy out that morning when i didnt. then we got back together. now ive fallen for a boy in 6th form at school. he is in my art class. ben ( the boy who ive fallen for) is a mate of my boyfriends. i found out i liked hime last week but i really like him and im really shy around him. i have recently got back from holiday.
LAST NIGHT I HAD A DREAM ABOUT BEN. I DREAMT THAT WE WERE IN A POSH CASTLE LIKE HARRY POTTERS ( DONT ASK WHY) . I DREAMT THAT I WAS WALKING DOWN SOME STAIRS ( I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE IN THE SCHOOL, WHEN SUDDENLY BEN RAN DOWN THE STAIRS,GRABBED MY HED AND KISSED ME, WELL IT WAS PURE GOLD!!!! THEN I DREAMT THAT HE PICKED ME UP KISSED ME AGAIN AND HE TOOK ME 2 THE TOP OF THE CASTLE. WE THEN LOOKED AT THE STARS AND I CUDDLED INTO HIM AND WE FELL ASLEEP. THEN I WOKE UP(IN THE DREAM) 2 FIND A ROMANTIC PICNIC!!!! THEN SUDDENLY I GOT WOKE UP!!!! how unfair and now i feel really guilty because my bf dont even know about my crush!!!! what should i do???? help me