Deep Cut Made Me Think

[ShinigamiMaiden]

I'm Really trying Hard to stop but its so hard! i keep thinking that maybe i don't want to stop but i know that i have to. but the other night, i cut myself so deep it was bleeding all night, it scared the living shit out of me, and i havent cut scince. maybe scaring yourself is good for you. i dont know but now i want to do it again but im afraid im going to do it even worse.

[ackmedsgirl666]

maybe that fear was a hint to stop
i myself am a cutter
i don;t cut deep
just enough to see blood
but maybe if scared urself and ur afraid of doing it again u shud talk 2 someone u trust a bestfriend or something

[Miss Punk]

You should learn from this, because cutting deep is really bad and the urges to keep doing it are more harmful than the urges to cut in the first place. I've scared myself a few times as well, the first time I cut too deep I was covered in blood and it wouldn't stop, and I was in a pretty bad emotional state at the time as well, so somewhere, rational thinking kicked in and I called a friend for help. It was a pretty messy affair but it sorted me out a bit for a while. Didn't stop me from doing it again though, and in a way it's just made it worse because now I know how to deal with it.

[Beautiful Obsession]

Just think how scared you were the other night when you were bleedin. do you really want to go through that again? i dont think so.. just keep thinkin that because if it dus happen agen.. it might go worse


x:)x

[Truth]

The first time i cut deep, i had some what of a panic attack in the middle of school. =P Cannot say i didn't love it, though.

[Sunshine Girl]

I know what you mean.
The first time i went deep it scared me the same.
but then i did it again.
and again.
things can be uncontrolable, but i think your stong enough.
i mean you've already realized you need to stop.
just take it slow. dont try to stop cold turkey, its almost impossible.
but not impossible.

[kt2369]

i have many deep ones, those stories behind those cuts are saddest