ackmedsgirl666
May 22nd, 2009, 12:10 PM
it breaks my heart to see her in pain
every cut she makes takes the sting away
when i sit and watch her suffer
i go home and cry
the way she came to school yesterday with her wrist delicately wrapped
scarred, raw, and bleeding
each cut she makes puts a hole in my heart
i'm not sure what i would say if she one day went to far
i would probably never forgive myself
knowing that i had left her with so much guilt
i love u..... and i want you to stop
to stop putting urself through this
you leave me feeling betrayed and sick
please please hun, im begging u to STOP
i want you to live a happy life
one full of fun and happiness
so put down that blade for the very last time
when your well and you don't cut i feel happy
but whenever you come to school like you did yesterday i felt horid
last nite i lost it
i was desperate to feel your pain
so i shattered some glass and slit both of my wrists until the pain came and the burning sensation of guilt
and along with the blood the emotions spilt
everything i thought or felt
i cut until every thought of you was outta my mind
the sting is all i felt
sure i have been trying to not cut
as there is no one really to talk to
cutting is my only escape
my only way out
everytime i cut i see your face and the damage that you have done and i slash harder until all remorse is gone
i fall asleep breathless
all i could feel was the blodd pouring soaking my sheets, my pulse beating, and the sting
this hun is why you shud stop
because i love you too much
i cut whenever you do
so i get to share the pain so i don't feel guilty about you <3
SO PLZ HUN TRY AND COPE AND HEAR ME OUT
I LOVE YA GIRL STAY STRONG
every cut she makes takes the sting away
when i sit and watch her suffer
i go home and cry
the way she came to school yesterday with her wrist delicately wrapped
scarred, raw, and bleeding
each cut she makes puts a hole in my heart
i'm not sure what i would say if she one day went to far
i would probably never forgive myself
knowing that i had left her with so much guilt
i love u..... and i want you to stop
to stop putting urself through this
you leave me feeling betrayed and sick
please please hun, im begging u to STOP
i want you to live a happy life
one full of fun and happiness
so put down that blade for the very last time
when your well and you don't cut i feel happy
but whenever you come to school like you did yesterday i felt horid
last nite i lost it
i was desperate to feel your pain
so i shattered some glass and slit both of my wrists until the pain came and the burning sensation of guilt
and along with the blood the emotions spilt
everything i thought or felt
i cut until every thought of you was outta my mind
the sting is all i felt
sure i have been trying to not cut
as there is no one really to talk to
cutting is my only escape
my only way out
everytime i cut i see your face and the damage that you have done and i slash harder until all remorse is gone
i fall asleep breathless
all i could feel was the blodd pouring soaking my sheets, my pulse beating, and the sting
this hun is why you shud stop
because i love you too much
i cut whenever you do
so i get to share the pain so i don't feel guilty about you <3
SO PLZ HUN TRY AND COPE AND HEAR ME OUT
I LOVE YA GIRL STAY STRONG