ackmedsgirl666
May 21st, 2009, 07:16 PM
i know i have posted this frequently
but today specifically i have wanted to cut all day
i am nit exactly sure as to how i can comprehend with the voices that edge me on to do so
i really want to live through the night and i know that if i cut i will stop.....
but the fact of the matter is i don't want to cause anymore self harm
i am determined to stop once and for all..
its just the fact is
i am surrounded by a world of severe cutters
some i love and really care about
anyways point blank
don't be surprised if i post on the self harm calender 2morrow morning
and if i do.....
i'm sorry everyone
but today specifically i have wanted to cut all day
i am nit exactly sure as to how i can comprehend with the voices that edge me on to do so
i really want to live through the night and i know that if i cut i will stop.....
but the fact of the matter is i don't want to cause anymore self harm
i am determined to stop once and for all..
its just the fact is
i am surrounded by a world of severe cutters
some i love and really care about
anyways point blank
don't be surprised if i post on the self harm calender 2morrow morning
and if i do.....
i'm sorry everyone