What if I disappeared...?

[Gladiatus]

I don't feel any purpose with my life. If I disappeared no one would care and that makes me believe that it might be easier not to live. Maybe, things would be better without my existence since I am probably just taking another guys place in the world. Been in High School I often thought that there might have been other people who would have deserved my place more than me. And I still thinks that!

Sometimes at night, I pray to God that he would take me out of this meaningless life so that my body would have a purpose; being used as a food for the plants when it lies in my coffin.

I don't know what to do...

[Hyper]

I'm jumping the gun here...

But assuming somebody has worked hard so You could go to school and sleep in a warm bed; there would be somebody who would care and notice.

There is always somebody who would care & notice.

Why don't you start with letting your problems out here.

[Gladiatus]

I don't think anyone cares about me at all. People don't understand and tends to get angry at me. That is one of the reasons for why it would be better for everyone that I didn't exist...

[Hyper]

I don't think anyone cares about me at all. People don't understand and tends to get angry at me. That is one of the reasons for why it would be better for everyone that I didn't exist...

It would only be better for the people who've made you feel this way

Trying to explain things is worth a shot before taking the chance of any happiness away from yourself

[Paladino]

you deserve your place in life, you aernt meaningless you could become a great person when your older, please dont give up hope

[Gladiatus]

It would only be better for the people who've made you feel this way

Trying to explain things is worth a shot before taking the chance of any happiness away from yourself

Then it would benefit everyone because everyone hates me. And I have tried to look positive on things but it hasn't helped me instead I only feel pathetic trying.

[Gladiatus]

you deserve your place in life, you aernt meaningless you could become a great person when your older, please dont give up hope

I wish that was true but I have to be realistic. I would only do more harm than good.

[Hyper]

I wish that was true but I have to be realistic. I would only do more harm than good.

Realistic? Please.. There is no way that everyone in the world hates you or even everyone you know..

We can't help you if you don't want to help yourself, its that simple.. If you strongly believe that life is shit and that everyone does hate you, it will most certainly look that way.

And for most people its much more easier to see bad things rather than good things

[Gladiatus]

Well, ok...then there is only one way out of this. I consider suicide one of the nearby days but if no one wants to help me, then I don't want to live anymore.

[kt2369]

People would notice if you disapeared, life can be tough but that doesnt mean you should end it.

If you need anything you can talk to me(:

[Oblivion]

People would notice and care.
If someone cares enough to provide food, warmth, care, if they have put in the energy to raise you, and even buy your family a computer and internet, which many don't have, they obviously care for you.

Strive to be a good person, to make your life important. Join a charity group, work at an elderly home. Make a donation drive, fund raise for a needy school.
Doing stuff that makes you feel more important (even though you already are and don't know it ;)) will help you a lot.

[Truth]

Well, ok...then there is only one way out of this. I consider suicide one of the nearby days but if no one wants to help me, then I don't want to live anymore. Suicide's a permanent solution to a temporary problem, gladiatus.

[kt2369]

suicide may seem like the right thing to do but you can never take it back, life gets better.

[Gladiatus]

<Sight>...somehow, I know you are right. It is just that I feel empty and without any purpose. My family may love me but that is just because they are my family. All other people seems to dislike me.

And one day I just felt like the world would be better without having a pointless person like me wandering around.
Beside that, I probably couldn't kill myself...I just wish that I could close my eyes and vanish...

[Rogue27]

No life is bad enough to die for. Obviously people care because someone is giving you food, shelter an education etc. If nobody cared for you outside of your family then why would we be taking our time to tell you all of this! I care about you. And everybody else posting to help you does too! Look for the good in life and people. Please pm me if you want to talk and figure this out. I am here for you. Talk to someone before you consider taking your own life.