ShinigamiMaiden
May 21st, 2009, 12:42 PM
now lisen. this may seem strange but before i met one of my best friend's - danni, i used to be scared of people who cut, i used to freak out if somebody came up to me and asked me just because im very emo. but now im even worse then her! i do it all the time! i have deep scars going all the way up my arm and ive never throught twice about it! but now im just remembering the time she got so upset she told me and dragged me into the english toilets and self harmed right there! i got scared and started crying and begged her to stop it, she didnt of corse, and a few days later i didnt see what could be so bad about it, ive always liked pain but never had the guts until i saw my best friend do it in front of me, but after i did that one small totally undeep cut, i do it everyday, and there getting deeper and deeper, this was just throught but back when i started, if i came on here a few days after what happened...maybe i never would have started...? but i didnt know these kinds of forums exsisted. i was just thinking about how useful this can be for people who have never cut before.