i can't do it.

[sienna.]

i got my feeding tube out because i promised that i would eat and all that.
they said i need to eat about 2000 calories a day, to keep me putting on weight.

AND I CAN'T DO IT!!!

i am struggeling to eat 700 calories a day.
coop cooked me dinner the other day when i got the leave this place for the night. he talked to my doctor and he said that coop needs to make sure i eat and make sure i eat it in no longer than a hour and a half.
and that i don't play with my food and cut it up, and all that.
it was horrible, i tried to be strong, but i couldn't.
there was tears it was soo hard.

then the doctor said that he had to make sure i didn't throw it up.
and i couldn't move around to lose calories.
so we layed on his bed i was crying i was so unconfortable, he tried to comfort me, and take my mind off it.

I CAN'T DO THIS!!

i try to eat and i can't. and when ever i do, i throw it up.
but i can't tell my doctor, because they will put the feeding tube back in!!

WHAT DO I DO?? :(

[xGreenling]

Sienna, you CAN do this!

I know it's hard, but you're trying, and that's some of the hardest part right there, working up the nerve to give it a try. It's going to be tough, and you're going to struggle, but just keep working at it and you WILL get there!

700 calories isn't a lot, but it is something. Try to be proud of whatever you can accomplish.

It's great that Coop is there for you.

BE STRONG! <3

[Beautiful Obsession]

you can do it babee.. your getting there jst keep workin at it.. it will be worth it in the end wen u dont havv to worry about havin the feeding tube back in.

i know its hard babe but your hav got ppl supportin you and helpin u out. your not on your own!

if u need 2 talk pm me bbe:) x