Sandpaper....

[chelsay13]

I havn't cut in 3 monthes and 1 week. But...I couldn't take it. I had to do something. So I DIDN'T cut...I used sandpaper and rubbed it on my arm...not smart. Im angry at myself, and I'm afraid that if someone at school tomorrow sees it that i'd be caught...again. What do i do? It's getting hot and I can't wear a sweatshirt because it's so hot, and i can't wear one to gym either...

[Truth]

Wristband? Bracelets? It would be better if some one saw it so they could help though.

[Sunshine Girl]

band-aids?
that was my little trick till it got too bad.
But good job for not cutting :)
but maybe throw all the sandpaper away so you cant get to it lol
(:

[ShinigamiMaiden]

i know how you feel, i got so worked up i used a coin on my arm and it got all infected :S not smart. like above, long gloves? sweat bands-i never take mine off.

[Beautiful Obsession]

basicly what they said. but you shud really talk to someone and get help:)x

[ILoveMeLikeUDon't]

wats wrong y did u start again if u need 2 talk then pm me

[chelsay13]

I just miss the feeling of cutting. It's weird, because I hate it soo much and I'm so against it, but in a way the blood and the feeling is just...one thing I miss. Plus, it gives me control over something.

and I did, and my friends DID see it, but they are on my side and are helping me come up with a plan for the next time i want to do something.