I Didn't Think

[FalconSmash]

I wrote this in February. I was pissed at the time, but it has held true for years.

I'm thinking of using it in a speech I will make for my Forensics team. Advice/Comments?

I didn't think you could be worse than dead
yet here you are determined
to win me back, to take the prize
of my feelings, words and actions.

There you stand, like I have said
determined
like a nagging ghost, a lingering soul

I've blocked you out, it shouldn't matter
what you say or do.

The questions you ask are childish at best
the words, though full of truth are acid in my head.

There was never an age where I wanted
to go with you after it happened

No I don't want the key
to that place you call a home

The divide has been going strong for five years
and only just now is when you notice?

And all those times, you were wrong
about me
the way I act
and feel
and think

and you were wrong when you said you thought you were losing
me

You've already lost.
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[TigerLily]

Powerful poem.
Parts of it remind me strongly of my own experiences.
Well done :)

[FalconSmash]

Why thank you :)

It would be cool if other people could connect with it as well.

[TigerLily]

You're welcome ^_^

[ErykaInspire.]

I connect with it quite well...
I love it. It's quite captivative.
<3

[FalconSmash]

Thank you :)

It's really about my dad, and the whole 'divorce thing'.

I'm over it, I just wish he'd let go.

[YourFriend]

Wow that's a nice one, keep the good work up!