resisiting

[Project Delta]

Sitting here, been crying for half an hour, whole family is taking the piss coz i'm overweight. i cant take it. been holding a razor for 5 mins. trying not to cut!
I dont want to.. but i feel so shit!.
Also i havent eaten in 27 hours

[Hyper]

Hey... I can't say I know whats wrong in your life or how shit it is.

But I do know that You'll feel even shittier after the rush from the cutting passes.

And try your best to ignore what other people bitch about..

( Meh I really fail comforting don't I? )

[NightFighter]

Heya :( Im sorry your family have made you feel so bad but please dont cut! Its not worth it in the long run!
You will become more and more addicted to it. Next time it will be harder to resist.
Think of the scars and how Summer is coming!
The pleasure is does not last long and as Hyper said, once you self harm, once the pleasure fades, you will feel even worse!
Im sure you know about the dangers of not eating are. Not eating at all is not effective if you want to lose weight. It lowers you metabolism so when you do cave in, the body will store more fat as it thinks theres a famine. You need to exercise and eat healthier.
As motivation, yoou could imagine their faces when you do lose the weight and are looking gorgeous and healthy :)
I hope you stay strong and dont cut. :)

[TigerLily]

Silkonia, I don't know what problems your facing, or the severity of those problems, but I can promise you that cutting will NOT solve them. On a similar note, not eating will not solve your being overweight... in fact, continuing this 'method' of supposed weight loss over a longer period of time like that can in the long run lead to you putting on weight, seeing as your body will feel as though it is in a situation where it is being deprived of food, and therefore will react to ensure you're not at risk of 'starvation' by storing up as much energy as possible, mostly in the form of body fat.

And, please, don't cut. It will only make things worse later on. Try anything that will take your mind of it: listen to music, go write something, do schoolwork.. anything that could possibly help. Think of those who love you.

Remember that you can fight this.

And please eat something, not eating anything in 27 hours isn't healthy.

If you ever want to talk, feel free to PM me anytime,
Rachel

[Project Delta]

Cheers, i put the razor away. And i was just about to go grab something small to eat, but naturally i have a really high metabolism because of my medication, one of the only upsides of it.

[NightFighter]

Yay!!! Im soooo proud of you!!!! :D :D :D
It takes A LOT to put down the razor once you're holding it! You should be really proud of youself!!!
Aww im so happy you didnt cut!!!!! Yay!
:D I hope you're feeling better now :)

pm me if you ever need to talk :)

[TigerLily]

Well done!!
I'm so pleased for you, you should be soo proud of yourself! :D

[Project Delta]

Argh this day has been so fucking shit, and i'm resisiting again
my fucking ipod touch got fucking stolen!! fucks sake!
Soz for the cursing ;(

[MysticalBurrito]

:(

Things can get better
:hug:
Dont cave im on msn if you ever need to talk
We are all so proud of you for putting away the razor!!
:)
your so much stronger than I could ever be
BUT back to the issue cutting isnt going to help you
in the long run its going to make it worse then you will have to start over again then you [might] have to tell your parents [if they know]
and dont worry about your weight if your eating healthy and playing a lil bit of sports youl be ok for now I get made fun of a couple pounds i carry around ive been trying to loose it but havent been able to
Dont give a fuck what your parents say they obvously cant see how that affects you as a person
try to worry about your cutting first then if you feel like you need to lose weight go ahead and start a sport or something
:hug: You can fight this
and about your ipod im sorry about it :(

STAY STRONG!!!!
your a really special person :)

[Project Delta]

i put the razor away again. Was so close to cutting and i knew it wouldnt just be a couple, it would have been a lot.
THanks Karina

[MysticalBurrito]

YAY!!!!!!
Your doing so good!!!
if i was there id hug the air outta you but this will have to do :hug:

[Maizda]

well done Aaron :D x x
Sorry i didnt reply your text... no credit.
Im so glad you didnt cut. Im so sorry about your ipod to :( xx

[Project Delta]

Yeh sucks, police are gonna get involved
I think i should really eat but i really dont want to. any advice there? in the last 49 hours i've eaten a microwaved burger a mento and a fairy cake