DErekd
May 17th, 2009, 11:58 PM
Its kind of a long story.
Couple of years ago i had a very tough year and its now starting to haunt me and force me to question myself.
In the seventh & 8th grades i had a very tough time with the other kids,i would be called gay(which i know is a pet peeve)and abused by most the other guys,this all lead to me to stop talking to my best friend of 9 yrs. And my curiousity to get the best of me.Entering freshman year i had felt i was straight,i had been great even through sophmore year but i still had no girlfriend:(.Over the summer i grew a huge crush on this girl i had known since feburary of that year.i never expressed my feelings and sadly a couple of months ago my best friend who had known her longer started going out with her.I was alright with it and still wanted to pursue a relationship with a girl,but then i started to question why i liked that girl,than looked back on the amount of guys i talk to compared to girls and if anything i had said or done with my old friend was gay.I than started to notice a strange feeling i got when i talked to this one guy in my class but in no way i want any relationship but i seem to have become asexual... Any advice
Couple of years ago i had a very tough year and its now starting to haunt me and force me to question myself.
In the seventh & 8th grades i had a very tough time with the other kids,i would be called gay(which i know is a pet peeve)and abused by most the other guys,this all lead to me to stop talking to my best friend of 9 yrs. And my curiousity to get the best of me.Entering freshman year i had felt i was straight,i had been great even through sophmore year but i still had no girlfriend:(.Over the summer i grew a huge crush on this girl i had known since feburary of that year.i never expressed my feelings and sadly a couple of months ago my best friend who had known her longer started going out with her.I was alright with it and still wanted to pursue a relationship with a girl,but then i started to question why i liked that girl,than looked back on the amount of guys i talk to compared to girls and if anything i had said or done with my old friend was gay.I than started to notice a strange feeling i got when i talked to this one guy in my class but in no way i want any relationship but i seem to have become asexual... Any advice