i just hate feeling like this...

[BuryYourFlame]

hm, you have no idea how hard this is for me to post...and ask for help...but...i guess i am desperate...

i want to cut again...i am such a fucking hypocrite...guess what i was doing for over 6 hours last night? thats right...convincing others not to cut...and then...as soon as i am alone...i feel like cutting...thankfully auty was able to talk me out of it last night...but i dont know how i am going to cope now...

i dont want to waste 47 days...but...it is so tempting...

[Oblivion]

Stay strong Declan.
You can fight through it, you really can.
Do something else, something fun.
Take your mind off cutting.

[Θάνατος]

Declan, I know you don't know me but I am here if you need to talk some time. I will give you my msn and skype in a PM if you want it. I prefer not to give it out to just anyone though.

Like Nick said hang in there and be tough.

We are all here for you.

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

Hang in there man, I was one of those people that you were trying to convince not to cut last night...If you can convince me man you can stay strong...come chat with me ok...if you feel that way come chat...I am almost always on msn unless it's during the school day really...keep up the good work declan....I KNOW you can do this! 47 days is awesome man..I haven't made it that far yet...

[TigerLily]

You can do this hun... I know you can...
I love you... please... you're doing so well, I know it's so hard but keep strong and you will fight this... and ultimately, you will win this fight, I am sure... remember I'll always be there for you, ok?
I'll be praying and thinking of you always...

[BuryYourFlame]

thanks so much guys, i do feel a fair bit better now...and i probably would have felt better sooner if this page would have loaded >_< but nnnnoooooo the bloody bandwidth wouldn't allow it >_<

[Origami]

Dec, don't worry about the hypocrite thing, I was in this section doing the same before I broke down last night.
I spent 7hours locked in the bathroom drawing violent images, crying, taking photos, wanting to huff, and mostly wanting to cut.
You're not a hypocrite, the urge will always be there so don't be so rough on yourself for feeling that way bro.
VT is here for you just as you've been there for them.

[Bluearmy]

Try as much as possible to to be in public. You won't be tempted to do those things for sure in public.

[ShinigamiMaiden]

:\ well you have done so well...please dont break it now. stay strong. for us?

[Triceratops]

Declan, you are not a hypocrite, at all.
We all encourage others to refrain from hurting themselves, because we don't them falling into unhappiness and the vicious habits we know from experience.

I also believe in you to hold on tight and overcome these temptations, you have gone for so long without hurting yourself and you can go for even longer no doubt about it as you are a strong person and everyone knows that. You are going to have urges to go back to these habits at some point, it's natural because you're going for such a long period of time without caving. But you have the strength and courage to push them away. Just maintain your strength, and fight your way through whatever life is going to throw at you.

Hope you feel better soon. <3
I have faith in you.

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Dec.... Stay strong. You are not a hypocrite. You are doing your best to help everyone else on here that cuts.
You should try your hardest not to cut though... I mean if you can go for 47 days is brilliant. If you can go that long I'm sure you can go even longer than that. Keep it up Dec, we believe in you. But if you do fall, just get back up and start again. And remember that we are all here for you.

[ErykaInspire.]

I know it's hard when tempted.. but if you know in your heart that you don't want to cut, motivate yourself.
You'll feel better by knowing you're strong enough to resist your own urges.
Cutting just to make yourself feel alive only makes you feel like crap..
Hell, i've been cut-free for 7months and I STILL have the biggest urges.
But ya know what? Don't stay cut-free for other people. Stay cut-free for yourself.


Put a rubberband on your wrist, squeeze a tennisball, and snap the rubberband onto your skin.
It gives a slight feeling of cuts but doesn't leave the mess.
I'm here if you need me, Just send me a PM<3
x

[IanMilo]

dont give in i cut from ages 7 to 11 then ii met this really amazing girl and now im cut free for almost 3 years!!!

[1_21Guns]

I know exactly how you feel, I felt the exact same the other night, but unfortunately I gave in, and you have no idea how awful I now feel because of it. However much you want to its really not worth it.