i want to forget

[ackmedsgirl666]

first thing
i haver lied to my friends and family about my sexuality cuz of how they would react
i am infact lesbian
i told my closest best friend that i only like men and women when i only like the women
the only thing is i wanna forget about the whole thing and pretend to be staight again so that way my friends will leave me alone, name calling will stop, and i can have my old life the way it was b4 i came outta the closet
i rele wanna forget the whole thing but i know that this is not entirely possible as its something that will always haunt me for as long as i live
( i'm sorry to all of my friends who i lied to and didn't tell you the truth right off of the bat, desi, and kayla, and everyone im so sorry

[Astrayed]

You should not feel guilty about lying! You done what was best by lying as now you see what people are like and unfortuantly people, And at school they can be ruthless, Just rise above it, Take it on the chin and don't react to it, If it gets too much: Get a teacher involved, They will help you tho as thats what their there for, If they judge you then you can get them done but do whatever needs to be done to stop it! Chin up :)