This state of mind is not good

[ShatteredWings]

I know exactly what's gonna happen in less than an hour unless somehing chnages now

Im in that state of mind where everything's spinning..and s omething's gonna crack soon.

All day, it's been so hard to control everything
my temper is out of control
i want to cry at everything
noise and light are irritating to NO fucking end

i. am. out. of. control.

everything's piling up
and a few days ago when it got this bad.. i was SERIOUSLLY convinced somehting was in my head [physically]
honestly i'm not sure but it might still be there

i dont really know what to do..
its like... i DON'T want to start seeing and hearing crap again

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

awww...hun...talk with me...I'm here for you .

[ShatteredWings]

jjst everythings going wrong

everything
ive.. i havent told anyone yet but i've been still tryng to lose weight buti keep binging at night
its never gonna work

i still want to cut

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

hun...please don't cut...I know it's hard but please don't do it. I've done it and I have regretted it ever since...do you have msn or yahoo IM?

[ShatteredWings]

Yeah. i do
hun.. i've been cutting for awhile
i do know btoh rangnes of emotions
but right now i think the guilt from the next day isnt as bad as this
its nothing new
but idk how to cope right now

[DarkWingedAngel]

Please hun try to calm down