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ShinigamiMaiden
May 14th, 2009, 01:56 PM
I've Been Self Harming...3-8 Times A Day, Sometimes 2 Times Every Hour. I Don't Even Know Why!? I Can't Stop Myself. I Went More Then 2 Weeks Scince A Few Days Ago, Then I Just Cracked! I Can't Stop It! And They Are Really Bad And Bleeding. I Don't Know What I Can Do To Resist. Everytime I Stop I Look At My Wrist And Think, It Could Be Worse. So Then I Do It Again!! What's Wrong With Me!

Triceratops
May 15th, 2009, 09:56 AM
If you're hurting yourself this frequently for no reason then I think you should talk to someone about it. Maybe a friend, family member or a counselor.

Cutting yourself with no explanation is pretty common, sometimes we just can't find the correct words to explain into why we want to do it so badly. Maybe it's because we feel empty, deprived or little self-control.

I just want to let you know that there are people like you here, and we can try our best to help. Two weeks without cutting is quite a long time and it shows that you can do it, but with some strength and courage which everyone of us does have somewhere, even if we do not realize it.

Try not to look at your wrists, even if you're really tempted to, just try. But if you do look at your wrists, remind yourself of how long you went without hurting yourself, and do you really need this pain? Do you want these scars to stay forever and constantly remind you of the bad memories? So when you do look at your wrists, think about the strength you do have, which I know you have, and tell yourself you will use all this strength to fight back the temptations.

Take care :) and PM me if you need anything else.

Beautiful Obsession
May 15th, 2009, 02:56 PM
your cuttin is going to get worse an worse if you keep on like this. Serious, you need to talk to someone! it doesnt matter who as long as you get help, because doing it this frequently could seriously harm you, and look how many scars your going to get, please do yourself a favour and tell someone! x