it just goes round and round...

[Synthslave]

my life: going to school,being my mom's slave(in an ordinary and completely normal way),doing what they tell me,working in a hotel during summer 7-9 hrs per day,going out,having a sensless relationship with over 400 km distance.so.that's it.and nothing else's happening.nothing thrilling exciting or any kind of emotional stuff going on in my life.i have a lot of free time but i don't have a hobby or anything cause everytings seem sensless.i'll die anyway.I CAN'T SEE THE DAMN POINT and it's driving me mad.i have this constant feeling of anxiety or whatever and i'ts suffocating me and i don't know.just needed to write it somewhere.feel free to call me spoiled brat or attentrion whore.i'm aware of that.or pity me.whatever.thanks i guess.

[derkderpderp]

Dude ur nt spoilt,or an attention whore.u hve a problem,and im nt judging u on it bc judging is senseless.
Okay,dude,what u need 2 do,is maybe socialise more?even if u find whoever ur socialising with to be a complete weirdo(by ur opinion),get to know them,add a weird person or interest into your life.it could be fun.
Set yourself a target in life,and pursue your dreams.have fun!do stuff that you wouldnt normally do (stuff that wouldnt harm you or have a malevolent influence on you obiviously)
It could be fun!take care dude.and as your signature insinuates-add a bit of spice in your life!
=)

[YourFriend]

I also wonder myself what's the point in leaving, and the only answer i could find is NONE, but i exist for who knows what reason and i presonally dont care what it is......