Sleeping with scissors in my hand.

[Maizda]

I have real trouble sleeping. I have a really strict routine at bed time if i dont follow it i just dont sleep at all. But lately, meaning the past couple of months, i have only been able to sleep with scissors in my hand. Silly i know.! But i cant sleep other wise. Its really stupid i know, mum could see. then hell would break loose.

My councellor suggested sleeping with a teddy, but i do that anyway. So it doesnt make a difference. I dont know what to do. :(

I need to stop. I need to stop cutting. I need to. Its getting really really bad. I havent been cut free for ages now. And they have been getting worse and worse.

So, any ideas guys? x

[Miss Punk]

Try and change your routine, it might be hard for a few nights, but if you start with maybe putting the scissors under your pillow instead of in your hand, that should help you get used to not having them there and eventually you will be able to sleep without them.

[ShinigamiMaiden]

It's Not That Weird. I ALWAYS Have To Sleep With My Pen Knife At Least Under Or Beside The End Of My Bed Where I Can Reach It Easily. Try To Lisen To Your Ipod (: It Might Take Your Mind Off Everything Else, Then You Can Put Your Sissors Nearby Instead Where You Mum Probably Couldn't See Them. Pm Me If You Need To. x

[ErykaInspire.]

Try and change your routine, it might be hard for a few nights, but if you start with maybe putting the scissors under your pillow instead of in your hand, that should help you get used to not having them there and eventually you will be able to sleep without them.

I agree

[Maizda]

Thanks everyone. Ill give it a go. I slept with them in my hand last night. Now i cant find them :( Im worried. Panicky worried. I need to find them.