Don't think I'll ever get with this girl, kills me inside

[Diadora]

I posted a topic awhile ago about this, some of you may have posted. Well, there is a girl I like, alot. I couldn't stop thinking about her, and I kept trying to build a friendship with her. Well I kept talking to her a bit, but after awhile I thought to myself, "Nothing more will come out of this but a friendship, and I'm ok with that." Well, I kept talking to her and such, and recently, the feelings i used to have came back to me again, and I just don't think I could ever say anything to her without feeling super awkward. I guess it's not so much the fear of actually being rejected, but what comes from it, *they might be considered the same thing, I wasn't sure* such as possibly feeling to awkward to talk to her, people laughing about it, just having awkward moments from it. It's killing me to think of this and I get knots in my stomach from it, I just needed to talk about it somewhere, would feel weird with my friends as they have no idea I like her, only I do, and whoever reads here.

[IAMWILL]

So...... assuming this is a rant, I'll assess it instead of answering it.

You're nervous, and just don't have full confidence in this yet. Thats totally normal though, so don't fret. Confidence comes with time, so either soon or eventually, you'll have the confidence or feel nervous to just go up to her and talk! Just be yourself too. Confidence also comes with practice, so maybe just try to be a little more social or get involved in more things that involve socializing with people.