ErykaInspire.
May 9th, 2009, 09:21 AM
Tears running downward
as I fall asleep
I count my scars
instead of little sheep
Staring at the ceiling
rolling over on my side
blankets up to my chin
as if im trying to hide
not fully understanding
why I feel this way
but its getting worse
each and every day
holding onto my dreams
not even a full hand
nothing to the future
nowheres left to stand
laying on the floor
with blood on my skin
tears fall downward
is cutting a sin?
Sitting on the very edge
will I fall or will I fly?
standing up to make my choice
but all I do is wonder "why?"
looking around and seeing you
with your arms spread wide
so shocked I fall forward
on that night I died
waking up in my room
tears fall downward
as I turn and see an angel
you dont even have to say a word
Waking up again
back onto the floor
with a gun in your hand
youre standing in the door
Blood hits the floor
falling with my tears
youre eyes are shut
blocking out the fears?
You pulled the trigger
and on that night I died
You shook me awake
when my eyes cried.
as I fall asleep
I count my scars
instead of little sheep
Staring at the ceiling
rolling over on my side
blankets up to my chin
as if im trying to hide
not fully understanding
why I feel this way
but its getting worse
each and every day
holding onto my dreams
not even a full hand
nothing to the future
nowheres left to stand
laying on the floor
with blood on my skin
tears fall downward
is cutting a sin?
Sitting on the very edge
will I fall or will I fly?
standing up to make my choice
but all I do is wonder "why?"
looking around and seeing you
with your arms spread wide
so shocked I fall forward
on that night I died
waking up in my room
tears fall downward
as I turn and see an angel
you dont even have to say a word
Waking up again
back onto the floor
with a gun in your hand
youre standing in the door
Blood hits the floor
falling with my tears
youre eyes are shut
blocking out the fears?
You pulled the trigger
and on that night I died
You shook me awake
when my eyes cried.