I just wanna cry =(

[HelloWorld123456]

I cant understand myself ... I am 15 years old ... I am a very cheerful person and it has been years since I last got sad myself i am a person that cheers everybody

But now i feel sad, lonley and want to cry ... Sad why ? I have no reason =( .. I go to the bathroom to "wash" so i can pour some tears ... Why ?


I am feeling really bad and i have no reason .. I feeling this cold world ... I am lonley and sad

Maybe these lyrics can help you understand how i feel =( cause it is hard to explain ...

I don’t wanna lose control but I’m falling, falling down

I got this panic emotion that I can not describe to you
My world is tumbling down what am I what am I gonna do
Ca can’t deny it deny it what am I going through
Ca can not fight it can’t fight it now I’m looking for the truth

I don´t wanna live a lie
Checking on my sanity
Cos´ maybe baby I can do without
Is it all a fantasy
I don´t wanna live a lie
Is this my reality
It’s spinning round n’ round day and night

I don´t wanna lose control but I’m falling
I just cant believe it
Never thought that I would be the one falling down
I don´t wanna lose control but I’m falling
I just can’t believe it
Never thought that I would be the one falling down


And


Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

[Hyper]

How old are you?

[Specter]

Once in a while it’s actually healthy to let out a good cry, believe it or not. Sometimes I try to work my self up to get all the bad emotions out of my system so I can continue to be happy, but this doesn’t work for everyone.

I think what your going through is only natural, everyone has good and bad days, don’t worries you’ll come out of it. In the meantime just chill and lesion to music call a friend if you’d like.

Feel Free to pm me anytime!

[abc1723]

crying can be healthy sometimes, its a natural healthy way to release emotions.
have you been feeling like this for a long time? or is it just an odd day here and there?

[HelloWorld123456]

like odd // here and there not evryday