Want to go back

[Sapphire]

I've been remembering what it was like when I was really heavily into cutting (I did it on average 5 times every day) and I want to go back to that.
I want to let all of this bad stuff out.

[MysticalBurrito]

I understand how you feel about wanting to cut again but dont let "it" run your life again start writing music/poems a hobbie something just dont go back to cutting again...

[Sapphire]

Writing doesn't help me anymore. Half the time I find myself stuck only a few words into it. Writing these posts over the last day or so has been difficult for me.

I've got three assignments to do by Monday and then I have to revise like mad for exams. I'm having awful problems getting motivated to do any of that. I can't afford to distract myself anymore than I currently am.

I'm stressed and feeling alone. I just want something that I know will help.

[Atonement]

Hun, I know its rough to stay away from it. I'm sure you're probably heard the phrase, "once a cutter, alweays a cutter" but, it doesn't mean you always have to cut, you will always have urges. Well, damn near always, but the greatest thing I admire about you is your strength. Sure, you may say "I'm weak, if I was strong, I wouldn't do this." But strength to me is overcoming challenges and cutting is a huge challenge. You have overcome it, it is trying to pull you back but you are strong and get past it.

Talk to me if you want anymore. You know how to. :wub:

[dstnyisurs]

But that isn't good to go back to... if you're already out of it, then don't start again. Doll, you'll get through this, I promise.

[Char_x]

Aaw, i know its hard but really try not to get back into it. It will only distract you even more from the work you need to do. I cut and im failing so badly at college so please dont get yourself in the same boat. I know it might sound daft but when you feel like cutting maybe you could just use a red pen to draw a line where you feel like cutting. It doesnt always work for me but i've tried it a couple of times and it has stopped me from cutting on some occasions. Just an idea though. Please try not to do it though. If you want to talk just pm me :)

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

Sweetie don't give in! I know you can fight this. I know that deep down inside you really don't want to go back to this. It will only hurt you more...