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ShinigamiMaiden
May 5th, 2009, 02:00 PM
Hi.
yeah okay, i havent self harmed in about 2 weeks, but i'm going to tonight, i just miss it so much. i can't live out my daily life without thinking about it, i have the will power but i'm choosing not to use it.
Miss Punk
May 5th, 2009, 03:21 PM
Hi there. I kind of know what you mean, because I know once I've decided to do it no one's going to stop me. So I'm just going to say be careful, because you've been two weeks and that's really good, it shows that you can go without doing it. You've done really well not to do it if you've been thinking about it every day and have still not done it. Take care x
Project Delta
May 5th, 2009, 03:40 PM
Come on hun, what is wrong that makes you wanna cut?
Try and think about it , Why do you deserve to punish yourself? the answer is, you dont
STAYING_STRONG4HIM
May 5th, 2009, 05:41 PM
Stay strong! You can do it! 2 weeks is amazing! I'm proud of you!
RaeNose
May 9th, 2009, 05:03 PM
... this is frustrating. I want to say that this is stupid. If you have the willpower to stop, why do you continue? I know I that I don't. There are points in time where there is absolutely nothing left for me to do because nothing works. I completely understand about the missing it, and I think about it every single day. I've been clean for about a month, but I'm just waiting for that point where I mess up again, because once that craving comes back, I won't be able to handle it. If you can stop, why don't you? Why don't you run as far away from this as possible?! THIS IS NOTHING WORTHWHILE TO COME BACK TO! I'm sitting here, now, my scars have brought nothing but pain. It's humiliating to have to hide them. It's frustrating when I don't and someone asks about the scars with accusing eyes. My past kills me every single day, and it's the only thing I can think about. I wish I could escape, I wish I had your willpower. You choose not to use this gift you've been given? There are people on here that you kill to be you. What do you have, aside from the tragic terrors of addiction that are holding you back from living a healthy, normal life?
I'm sorry, I just... this whole thing is very hard for me. I don't... understand.
Fiending_the_freedom
May 13th, 2009, 03:12 AM
i know its been almost ten days since this post,
and you've probably cut already
i just want to say
if your posting this
you obviously deep down dont want to
you just want someone to care
which we really. REALLY do.
it breaks my heart with every post of these people that want to cut in the moment,
because we all care about you
and it hurts us to see you hurt
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