I'm going to regret this in the morning.

[nachtspiegel]

Had to get rid of it.

[Triceratops]

I think I know what you mean, and what you went through must of been horrible, I just have no idea how it must of been like experiencing it.

I think you should tell your mother exactly what happened, it may be hard at first but once you've let it out you will no longer feel prevented from and pressured to tell her, it may feel like a weight lifted off your shoulders. She should know about what happened as she may be the one who will help you through the bad memories.

Good luck with everything :) <3

[MysticalBurrito]

You should tell your mom
I know how you feel..

[Sapphire]

Don't be so hard on yourself. Not being able to tell anyone doesn't make you horrible or weak or whatever you are thinking.
The prospect of telling someone is scary and actually doing it isn't always helpful. Tell her when you are ready to, not when people tell you to.

[Donkey]

It's very common for people not being able to speak out about these things. It doesn't make you anything worse for that. But I think, if you can, it would be good if you told someone to serve you justice because what that man did was wrong and he should be given a punishment for that. I know it may be hard for you, but this is something that I feel would be very good in making you feel better and getting rid of the idea that he is still doing it to other people. And if he is, that's another reason why you really should tell someone. Don't think that it's your fault if he is, it's just that it really is best if you tell someone so that it can be found out if they are.

Good luck David, I and all the others are here for you.

[nachtspiegel]

Had to get rid of it.

[AllThatIsLeft]

David, I talk from experience. (Feel free to PM me if you need to)
it's very hard getting over something like this, i never told my parents and i never will. It's just something that i cant confide in my mother, and my dad is not even present.

But as horrible as this might seem it is not the end of the world, use this to make you stronger, use it to prevent something like this to happening to others.

I recommend you tell this to someone you trust greatly, that you don't mind breaking down in front of. You have to be strong, you have to be better. By letting it get to you this much you are letting that hurt you more and more.

You got to stand up to yourself and say I Am Stronger Than You, You Cannot Bring Me Down.
as cheese as that sounds.

Don't let it affect you, don't let it seduce you to suicide, you already been through the worst, don't let it be the cause of your life being lost.

I believe you can overcome this.
I did, and so can you. <3

[Specter]

Hello friend, I think its best for you to tell someone exactly what happened so you can begin to heal. Please take that next step so you’ll free much better.

[nachtspiegel]

Had to get rid of it.

[AllThatIsLeft]

Dont worry :) i been sleeeping so much in the last 48 hours.
so i'm the same.
Please anytime that you are feeling bad about it, talk to me. I believe i can help a bit, it is really horrible to go through it alone. But in situations like this, that's the only way one can.
i'm here though, and you can count on me to help you as much as i can. :hug:

[nachtspiegel]

Had to get rid of it.

[Hyper]

:hug:

I've been a little better the past couple of days.
There are so many reminders, though.
I live my life watching my back.

Atleast you know what you're doing wrong

I hope you keep getting a little better

[BuryYourFlame]

hey david,

i cant really say i can empathise with you...but i will try and be here for you as much as i can...if you ever wanna talk, PM me :)

for what it's worth, i also think that you should tell someone about this...

[nachtspiegel]

Had to get rid of it.

[Beautiful Obsession]

i know how u feeel. trust me. but u need 2 tell sum1. ino its not easy. but plzz tell sum1:)x