Falling

[Shattered Soul]

Hi. I've gone 16 days without SHing and over the weekend everythings falling apart.
I am currently sat on my bed holding a very sharp pair of scissors to my arm.
I really really want to do it.
Help, guys.

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

Don't do it...I had the same problem last night...please don't do it! You can beat this!

[cool person]

Please don't cut. You know it won't really help anything. Tell us, why are you wanting to cut? will it really solve any of your problems?
What happened this weekend?

Please don't cut

[Shattered Soul]

I put the scissors down next to me.
Everything just went bad this weekend, I found out that my mum was abused by my grandad in the same way i was by her brother, yet she still took me over their house as a child.
I feel a complete failure, i failed every mock i took in preparation for my exams. My little brothers depression has got worse and I can't do anything to help him.
I've had an argument with 2 of my friends. And my ex bestfriend has told people I tried to kill myself last yr, and has also made up some other stories and threatened to harm my little bro.

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

wow....that's a lot to go through. You will get through this though dear. You can do this!

[Shattered Soul]

ok, thank you guys, i dont think i'll be cutting tonite:)

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

I'm proud of you! :) You are doing a great job sweety...just hang in there, things will get better

[Project Delta]

C'mon dude, 16 days is a lot and you can keep it up!
16 is my lucky number, so dude have all my luck!!
Come on you can resist!!

[cool person]

Just remember, cutting really doesn't solve any thing.

I believe that you can find the strangth to resist cutting :)