ackmedsgirl666
May 3rd, 2009, 12:13 PM
i thought that i had officially stopped
im living in a group home kinda place and there is this guy there with issues of his own and all he does is cut
i have become really close with this kid out of all the others
the other day he had some really deep cuts up and down his arm
i am still denying it from the day i do it but the oter day i went and sat in my room and cut, not because of feeling the thrill
but because when i see others do it i want to experience the pain that they feel
i want to stop but i don't want councelling or to to have to go 2 a psych ward
does anyone have any reccomendations for me??
im living in a group home kinda place and there is this guy there with issues of his own and all he does is cut
i have become really close with this kid out of all the others
the other day he had some really deep cuts up and down his arm
i am still denying it from the day i do it but the oter day i went and sat in my room and cut, not because of feeling the thrill
but because when i see others do it i want to experience the pain that they feel
i want to stop but i don't want councelling or to to have to go 2 a psych ward
does anyone have any reccomendations for me??