Help Me! Before it's too late...

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

Please help me...I was feeling the urge to cut earlier, but I resisted it and I thought I was fine....then I got some really bad news tonight, and I just can't take it anymore... and tonight just might be the night that I give in...

[Oblivion]

Find something to do, talk to someone, have some fun, watch TV, read a book, fall asleep.
Do something to get your mind off it.

Remember, there are always people who care. Always people in a worse situation that you, holding on. If not for yourself, hold on for those people, the people who love you and the people who are fighting worse battles than you

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

It's going to be a hard night because the one person I usually go to talk to is already got enough trouble going on...and I don't want to cause anymore stress for her tonight. I can't ....Nothing is going to get my mind off of this...I'm feeling so much emotional pain right now...

[Oblivion]

Do something to get your mind off it. Use your will to pick something up and play with it, or watch TV. Or just lie down, and fall asleep. Listen to music. Do something else.

[BuryYourFlame]

i know it can be very hard and tempting at times...but please...try and focus on why you want to quit, and how much your friends and family love you.

if you want to talk, please PM me for my msn :)

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

I need to let myself cry...I can't take this anymore....

[Oblivion]

Cry! Cry as much as you want. There's nothing wrong with crying.

[TigerLily]

I'm so sorry to hear you're feeling like this.
Like others have said, just try and do anything other that cut to try and preoccupy yourself... I can see you're religious from you're avatar and signature, maybe try praying or seeking comfort in the Bible? I know that's not going to make everything better, but hopefully it could be of some help.
Crying is good, just let out all of those emotions building up inside you.. in any other way than cutting. Cutting will only cause you more distress in the long term, no matter how tempting it may seem now.
Also try and remember those people close to you and how much they love you.
Feel free to PM me if you ever want to talk. I hope you can start to feel better than this soon.
All my best wishes,
Rachel

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

I need something to take the pain away but nothing is helping...I can't do this anymore. I am falling to pieces...

[Oblivion]

I'm sorry. :(

Try and cry. Just cry.

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

I cried for a few minutes and then I stopped myself...when I really just need to let it all out...

[WoW_GOD]

take a pillow scream in it, cry, anything that you can do that will not have you cut. just resist the urge as much as you can.

can I ask what happened tonight, or is it personal?

[BuryYourFlame]

why are you holding back crying? :(

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

My youth group leaders boyfriend got in a really bad car accident tonight in California. He is badly hurt. He punctured his spleen and his lungs have collapsed. He had been on his way to his grandma's funeral when his car was hit broadside. He is the best thing that has happened to my youth group leader....and hearing about the car accident brought back a memory of when my aunt and uncle were in a car accident when they were in California...they got into a bad car crash when they were in the mountains...and they almost died....and that brought back a lot of feelings for me...hearing about that tonight. my aunt and uncle died of cancer a few years ago...


I don't know why I am holding back crying but I am...

[theOperaGhost]

OK, hun, you said it was late and everyone else was sleeping, so please cry. I know you don't want anyone to see you crying, but would you rather them see you do the alternative you are planning? Please cry...Crying is a wonderful thing.

[WoW_GOD]

even one tear can help honestly, let yourself cry it can change so much sometimes, but if that doesn't help i would go to sleep, and cry myself to sleep if i could.

i've been chatting with you kinda in a bunch of threads, but i'm gonna go to bed
good luck with your happiness. sweet dreams if you do decide to get some sleep.

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

okay goodnight WOW_GOD thanks for talking to me...and I am crying as we speak...

[cool person]

Let me just say that the fact that you are so deeply effected by the injury of your youth groups BF, shows me that you are extremely kind and compassionate person. No matter how bad you feel right now, remember that youre presense adds something great to this world.

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

That made me feel a little better, thanks, I guess that's why I am so good with kids...because I am compassionate...

[cool person]

Hey, would it help you to talk over AIM or some other messanger? If so, just let me know and I'll PM you my contact info.

See, another thing you are good at! I new you weren't useless! :)

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

Yeah I suppose I am pretty good about talking...

Guys I'm having thoughts again