Destroy relashionships!!

[Tankgirlpookie]

I have the worst habbit of destroying all friendships i have i dont know if its because of my cutting or because of my lack of trust in any other person in the world!
I do it to everyone around me tearing myself and the person down! its awful i do it in all manor of way like making people feel uncomfortable to being a horrible person!
i have the gift of being able to tell alot about a person from very little so i know exactly what to do or say to hurt a person or make then run from me!

i really dont want to do this anymore!!
does any one else do this???

[Miss Punk]

Yes. Cutting makes me push people away and act coldly towards my friends, and they don't understand why but on really bad cutting days I just don't want to talk to anyone. I ignored my best friend for two weeks, because I was angry with her for no real reason other than she couldn't see my pain and kept rubbing in how perfect her life was, when how was she supposed to know because I haven't told her I cut.