Mum smoking

[Project Delta]

my mum hasn't smoked in like a year (that i know of anyways) and she never does it around me, but recently i told her and now i find her asking my brother to roll her some fags. she started to ask more openly after i told her i was self harming. And now i feel responsible.
Fucking feel like shit and wanna cut but i havent yet - 5 days

[Maizda]

like i said on msn, please dont cut :( I feel like a COMPLEATE hypocrite saying this, i do.
Its not your fault! Mabye ask her why she's smokeking again, it could be stress with other things.

I hope your ok x xx x

[Project Delta]

I tried asking her and she replied with a tone of "just leave it " saying "Im old enough to do what i want now go take a bath!" kinda yelling at me coz i was lingering trying to figure it out.

[Beautiful Obsession]

ok well obv it dont work askin her so maybe go up to her and say. Mum are you smokin bcuz of me self-harmin, if she sais no or go hav a bath.. den say well why are you startin agen u quit for a year n im blmain myself for it. etc.. try and speak to her calmy it should work.

n good 4 u for not cutting for 5 days:) keep it up bbe :D xxx

[Project Delta]

I cut a few times already with a blunt blade, but now have a sharp blade :(

[Char_x]

I know its hard but try to resist doing it with the sharp blade. I know im not the best at advice cos i cut myself and find it hard to stop myself but just think, you've managed 5 days which is really good and thats something to be proud of :).

[Project Delta]

I did end up cutting char. :( and i felt so fucking stupid after. and i nearly cut tonight but i resisted

[Char_x]

Aaw sorry to hear that:(, but just think, you've gone 5 days without doing it and thats brilliant :). Plus you resisted lastnight and thats really good.

5 days with one slip up is better than 0 days at all so try and stay strong and just think tht you could do 5 days without it so you can do it again :)