Gumleaf
April 27th, 2009, 10:34 PM
hmmm, i don't know whats wrong with me, what it is or anything? why can't i keep avoiding these bumps in the road? i'm just sick of me, i really am. why should someone who has a good life, has people who love him and has no reason not to be happy, feel like this? i feel so selfish, just being such a burden to everyone when i have no reason to feel depressed. i'm not alone, so why do i feel like this? i hate this, i hate everything about me and nobody should care about me at all, because nobody else should have to bother with me being like this. maybe i should disappear and wait until i'm normal before coming out again, that way i can save everyone the bother of having to put up with me! i should curl up in the corner and die and save everyone from the misery of me!